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hiro died :(
this is from my xanga:
yesterday i found out that a previous classmate of mine had died. his name is hiro, and he was in my advisory (division) for all four years that i attened high school and we graduated together as the class of 2008 this past june. his mother was my japanese teacher.
he died after being hit by an amtrak train, it's been in the ( Read more... ) -
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i hate my life.
i hate my life.
i hate my life.
i hate my life.
i hate my life.
i hate my life.
i hate my life.
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i hate my life.
i hate my life.
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i hate my life.
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i hate my life.
the only thing going good for me right now is christian bale. oh how i love to stare at him. ( Read more... ) -
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my dad is still being an idiot. but i don't want to think about my dad and how much he has ruined my life right now.
positivetoday i looked amazing, despite the fact that my priod started and i was having killer cramps. with each period the pain only gets worse. i wore a little black dress with black pointy square toe mary jane heels (leather)-- ( Read more... ) -
long time no see
again, i haven't updated in here for AGES. it's so weird that i still have this journal because i never really update it ( Read more... ) -
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it's so weird how i update this thing. i update it so sporadically ( Read more... ) -
frustrated
i can't believe my parents are trying to control my life like this. i don't want to waste my life being something i'm not good at, and go to a job everyday that i will dread. i want to be a fashion designer or work in fashion marketing ( Read more... ) -
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i should write out my feelings. so i'm writing this in the hopes that it will make me feel better ( Read more... ) -
fake friends
c and m ARE fake friends ( Read more... ) -
summer 07
summer '07 was fun i guess. i definitely changed. i care more about how i look now. i guess it's because i discovered i am amazingly ugly. i keep getting all of these dark spots on my face and i have this weird double chin, and my hair never looks right. i just wish i could be those people who are just so...healthy/fresh looking. they don't ( Read more... )