i am not even kidding, i am so sick of being alone. its like dead weight in my otherwise easy climb towards happiness...

i've got it all, but i don't have someone to share it with.

i must say i'm a kid at heart, before watching a movie at amc, i went to party packagers to kill some time =) walking around, i found a neopets boardgame, it was on sale for 5 bucks, i thought to myself, what do i really have to lose =P


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funny thing, i wrote into a magazine on a whim one day, telling them how much i appreciated their work and stuff (i really do!) and then found myself asking for an interview for a job, or some sort of internship. no word for about a month so i thought, it didn't hurt to try. my mom handed me the newest issue, and lo and behold, there was my email = ( Read more... )

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I haven't really written about my year in review because of a grudge imp holding, but it'll go away eventually and I guess its best to get this stuff out before 2006 erases some of my memory.

I realized a lot of things about myself, and just reading old journals in my room on new years shocked me. I really have changed so much this year. I can ( Read more... )

i don't play second best, ever.

new years eve; back when i could fall in and out of infatuations it would have just been another day, but since ive become a cold hearted biaaaatch, life just isnt as simple as pulling a random mutual friend and spending new years dancing and partying with him. i went clubbing, which may have been the biggest mistake i could have made. dont get me ( Read more... )

i pulled out my old journal, it only had 2 or 3 entries, i can't believe what i was like just a few years ago, and now im contemplating whether or not to rip our the pages and start fresh, or keep them as reminder of what i should never be like...seriously its scary...ill decide later, ill put it back on the shelf for now. okay well, so much for ( Read more... )

christmas christmas, its come and go now, i can say its been a pretty good one ( Read more... )