thinking about loved ones: no wonder you subscribe to that religion. it seems like a beautiful rut to get stuck in. there's so much denial and a hereafter to look foreward to. i don't so much blame you ( Read more... )

sometimes I get the urge to dig my fingers in at my forehead and just pull the skin off of my face. Other than that, I've had a pretty good day, and a decent amount of those for a while. (minus the $3,500 bill i got the other day.) And being tough seems to be working out for me so far... most of the time. Thank god for friends who love to laugh ( Read more... )

Dude, I just ate pizza three days in a row, AND we're having a pizza party tomorrow at work. Life is exciting once again. Also, a straight girl friend and I have decided to be in love platonically, which might be quite the beautiful distraction we both need- if we ever even remember to call each other...hahaha. Ahhhh platonic... how I love thy ( Read more... )

Watching the lines turn to red, then pink to zipper zig-zag white. this healing should remind me my heart will do the same someday. But right now... sometimes I wish my arm and my heart could trade places ( Read more... )

a song i enjoyed in high school very much has been entertaining my brain for days. It's by Suicidal Tendencies. It's a good read but way more fun to listen to. I thought it was really funny. He mostly just talks through it, but the chorus is fun to sing along becaus eit's really fast. Now maybe I take a line or two a little too seriously. But ( Read more... )

I've been pretty happy lately. It's awesome. The occasional stress out and such happens, but pretty much I've been dealing with that stuff really well. I do feel really alone lately though, and sort of forgotten. Like I know soon there will be more goodbyes. It just circles around like that. Life is weird, especially at this age and in a ( Read more... )