Perhaps this is just the beginning.

Shoot, wishful thinking never gets us anywhere.

But I’m put in my place over this, and all anybody can see is a smile across my face.

I’ve never been more exited to be wrong.

But on the flip side, I slept a grand total of about well….i last looked at my phone at 5:50 and my alarm went off at 6:15. I fell asleep ( Read more... )

Normal. That’s what they tell you. It’s just a cycle of life.

No, death is a tremendously confusing thing.

The doctors told her 1 year with chemo, and 6 months without. Two days later, my boss recieved a call from her brother. Her mother died of a heat attack. She had no idea it was coming. It’s said “that’s life.”

Often I hear the phrase “we aren’ ( Read more... )

“I’m going to muster every ounce of confidence I have, for you I will”
huh, wonder what that feels like.
To feel like someone is fighting for you, for your well being, for your happiness, for your innocence. Someone that fights just for you. Because you are enough.
To feel like someone is fighting for you when it isn’t tangible. When he fights knowing ( Read more... )

 
The human mind is a tremendously tricky thing.

In the last 6 months my mind and my heart have matched up on almost everything. The majority of my emotions matched up with a logical thought pattern. This has been nice. I’ve predicted how I was going to feel about something when it happened, and I was able to reason with why I feel strongly over ( Read more... )

Perhaps I will look back on this entry one day and be ashamed of myself. Perhaps I will look back on this entry and wish I had never posted such a thing.
Perhaps I will look back on this entry and despise the person I am portraying myself to be.

But right now, I must be honest with myself.

I love this. This place I am at. I love the fact that I ( Read more... )

 
It was a moment….just one of the moments where as you look in those eyes, you see yourself.

I saw myself 4 years ago. A little girl in so many ways. A little girl that comparatively speaking hadn’t a care in the world. A little girl that just started high school and thought that life couldn’t possibly get any better. I look back and laugh at my ( Read more... )

I was watching this show the other day. It was called “Legally Blonde: The search for the next Elle Woods.” Now it sounds, ridiculous….and well…it really is. It’s a cross between Americas Next Top Model and American Idol. Bizarre really. Basically, these girls are all auditioning to play the part of Elle Woods in Broadways “Legally Blonde.” And one ( Read more... )

can i poor it out on your hands ( Read more... )

 
Just about the time your heart breaks like a wheel
Not in a straight line, but all in pieces
Some you'll leave behind on a road you won't revise
No, you won't revisit that dirty compromise.

Now you only dream in peaceful blue
The morning doesn't even scare you anymore
You are a phoenix with your feathers still a little wet
Baby, the ashes just look ( Read more... )

 
I really want to right this miserable disaster I’m living in.

This isn’t right. This isn’t the way it was meant to be.

Things are functioning in the wrong ways. Humanity is moving, breathing, acting, living in the wrong way.

I want to fall out of this gravity, but my attempts have gotten me nowhere. Everywhere I go, it comes with me.

Life is ( Read more... )