Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if you were still with me. Could it have been good? Could we have made it? If we were still together, how would things be like now?

I guess its just one of those questions of life.

Sick as fuck. Feel like death. Sentences incomplete. this is the end?

prolly not. still. sick as fuck.

Hmm...

What to do?

May roll over to joshes or something and hang with him, ryan and derek today. Hrm..

Or.. I could go over someone elses house and hang with them later on tonight, that is.. if she ain't asleep. >.<;;

If next wednesday is my scheduled last day.. Friday I will be at Lazer Blaze. I wanna play some lazer tag. Get aggression out. Wait.. maybe paintballin'. Nah.. to expensive.. Lazer tag'll work ( Read more... )

I just can't get it out of my head. I don't understand why I am feeling this way. I mean.. I don't want to be with anyone, yet.. she still stays in my head. I am so very confused.. Me and Justin talked about it today, and he is seeing the same things I am seeing with her, as is Ryan. But.. what if.. she doesn't see me that way? Then once ( Read more... )

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Everyone, leave me alone for a few days. And trust me, if you get on my nerves, Ill let you know ( Read more... )

For some reason, this feeling has swept over me.

Its like a yearning for something or someone, yet.. I dont want to have anything or anyone at this time.

Today is Election Day.

Vote anyone but Bush.

The very idea of beauty died so long ago
But sometimes I catch a glimpse
At the call of your name or the touch of another's hand
I see this place as Adam once saw Eden
(and I see people as Adam once saw Eve)
But gone is the garden of perfection
(The dirt we've become is the dirt we came from)

---Nodes of Ranvier : Don't Blink (Or we may miss it.)