Again?
Life is pretty decent right neow. I'm feeling less and less insecure about myself with the help of an amazing boy. I'm keeping comfortably busy and I've got insane plans in store for both spring break and the summer. I've found some great friends and I don't hold grudges anymore. Its sassy.
I keep having dreams about a really horrible house... but I have an affinity for horrible things so I guess I'm kind of enjoying these dreams.
In other news.
I just read the entires in my eldge from last year this time and I'm like... mind blown. Kind of. It's incredible how fast things change. I had a completely different set of friends and I was with these kids every weekend. Now I hardly ever even speak to them and everything is so... new. I miss the vball jocks yo. I miss Courtney and Candice weekends filled with shenanegans. I remeber one of the days more then others, it was Brumfest. That night Thomas drove Kat, Courtney, and I down to Ft Laud beach where there was a party. On the way there Kat and Courtney decided that they would order 1 million free lables and one of them ended up ordering them and had like fifty boxes delievered to her house. I remember going down to the beach where it was REALLY REALLY cold and having some kind of cuddling orgy in the sand. I remeber driving back and Courtney swearing to God that she could not find her way back to her house (she fell asleep after five minutes).
Jesus Christ, remembering makes me hella sad.
I dk. That was pointless to everyone else but it meant a lot to me.
Say something, finally we're alone.
Alright is there anyone out there at all?
Say something finally we're alone.
How about a phone call now?
I keep having dreams about a really horrible house... but I have an affinity for horrible things so I guess I'm kind of enjoying these dreams.
In other news.
I just read the entires in my eldge from last year this time and I'm like... mind blown. Kind of. It's incredible how fast things change. I had a completely different set of friends and I was with these kids every weekend. Now I hardly ever even speak to them and everything is so... new. I miss the vball jocks yo. I miss Courtney and Candice weekends filled with shenanegans. I remeber one of the days more then others, it was Brumfest. That night Thomas drove Kat, Courtney, and I down to Ft Laud beach where there was a party. On the way there Kat and Courtney decided that they would order 1 million free lables and one of them ended up ordering them and had like fifty boxes delievered to her house. I remember going down to the beach where it was REALLY REALLY cold and having some kind of cuddling orgy in the sand. I remeber driving back and Courtney swearing to God that she could not find her way back to her house (she fell asleep after five minutes).
Jesus Christ, remembering makes me hella sad.
I dk. That was pointless to everyone else but it meant a lot to me.
Say something, finally we're alone.
Alright is there anyone out there at all?
Say something finally we're alone.
How about a phone call now?