Title: How You Fell For Him (a BEAST fanfic)
Author:
dostanaPairing: Yoseob/Reader
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The many times you fell for Yang Yoseob...
A/N: BETAed by
snowmin. Written for
donghayyy! My first BEAST fic, too, so I'm excited! >.<
The first time you fell for him you were caught off guard. You were new to the company, the newest trainee picked out amongst hundreds of others. They had basically said ‘Congratulations! Welcome! Now go to these classes and these and practice so many hours a day and blah blah blah.’ What they neglected to do was give you a map of the multi-storied maze.
Your head was in the navigation clouds when you accidentally bumped into him and dropped the books you had been holding. You apologized, preparing to bend down and collect your things, when a pair of beautiful white hands held your books out to you. Your eyes traced the hands to a pair of outstretched arms to a sweet smile up to gentle dark eyes.
“Sorry about that! Here you go! You must be new? Yeah, I had that same look on my face when I came here for the first time. Hi, I’m Yang Yoseob. Nice to meet you,” the brown-haired boy’s sweet smile grew as he bowed.
You returned the greeting, having to remind yourself that the person standing in front of you was human, not an angel, and that you shouldn’t keep staring.
“I have to run off to practice now, but...uh... good luck!”
The second time you fell for him was months later. Turns out the two of you shared multiple vocal-training classes. And the person you had tried to convince yourself wasn’t an angel, sort of turned out to be. Yoseob was cute, sweet, had pretty hands, and was a dork. And the two of you had become friends. Close friends.
After class one day, after the teacher had finished yelling at you for your lack of preparation, you started crying. You thought you were alone. No one came into the old storage room anymore, so you thought you were safe. As the tears rolled down your face and you blamed yourself for not trying hard enough, a pair of arms wrapped themselves around your waist from behind and a head rested on your shoulder.
“Don’t cry. I thought you were wonderful.”
You turned your head back. His smile made the tears vanish from your eyes.
The third time you fell for him was when he claimed your first kiss. It was the first snow of the year. He waited for you after classes were over and pulled you aside under a tree. His gloved hands took ahold of yours and held them tightly.
“You know how everyone mistakes us for being in a relationship? Well, I was thinking... Why don’t we actually try it? This whole.... how do you say it in English... boyfriend/girlfriend thing. I guess what I want to ask is... Will you be my girlfriend?”
Your responded and he showed you his gratitude by tilting your chin up and connecting your lips together.
The one time he broke your heart it had been a year after you started dating him. He told you he was going to finally be debuting. And yes, you shared his excitement but you couldn’t shake off this feeling you had. He was going to be debuting. He was going to be busy. He was going to be meeting all these other idols and celebrities. He would forget about you....
You started avoiding him. It wasn’t hard to do. He was always busy training with the other group members, but he would still try and call you. Those calls always went by ignored. Your heart couldn’t take it.
“Hey, have you been ignoring Yoseob?” Doojoon stopped you one day in the hall.
“Uh...”
“He’s really upset, y’know.”
You sighed, “You guys are debuting soon, right? I don’t want to get in his way. I’d only hold him back.” You could feel the tears gathering in your eyes so you walked quickly past Doojoon and left.
That night someone knocked on the door of you dorm room. They knocked and then pounded. Hesitantly, you got up from your chair and walked to the door. You peaked out the peephole. Whoever it was was avoiding the peephole’s range of view.
“Who is it?!” You called out from behind the door.
“If your phone wasn’t off, you would know.”
Your heart froze and you automatically opened the door.
Standing in your doorway was Yoseob. His eyes were red and the look in them was unreadable. The instant you opened the door, he came at you. Grabbing your head in his hands, he pressed his lips to yours and locked them in a passionate kiss. You didn’t try to resist.... more like, you couldn’t. Your heart wouldn’t let you.
“Do you really think you’re in my way?” He asked once he pulled back. But he didn’t give you a chance to answer. His lips were smashed once again on yours. The two of you slowly backing up into your room. “Do you really think you’d hold me back?” Another searing kiss and before you knew it, the back of your legs were up against your bed.
“How could you? You’re my fuel that keeps me going, my inspiration. And... I love you.”
Again your lips met and he wrapped his arms around arm. His tongue slipped inside your mouth and you moaned as your tongues swirled together. Your fingers threaded themselves into his smooth hair.
Soon his hands began moving up and down your sides. He pulled away just long enough to strip you of your shirt and bra, also taking off his top, and then pressed his lips against your neck, eliciting a moan from your lips.
He lowered you onto the bed and climbed on top of you. Your heart raced. You knew exactly where this was going. Before, you had imagined you would be scared and nervous during your first time. But that seemed to be the complete opposite now. You had never wanted anything or anyone so much in your life up till this point.
His kisses made their way down your neck as his hands began exploring your bare skin. The warm touch of his fingers sent shivers down your spine. His kisses had moved down your chest and to your breast. He teased your nipple with his teeth and then with his tongue. You moaned loudly, your hips bucking forward at the sensation. Your hips rubbed gently against his clothed erection and he gasped.
Yoseob chuckled lightly against your skin. He continued movie his kisses lower and lower on your body, moving down to the hem of your jeans.
“Well these will just have to go now, won’t they?” He grinned and then unzipped your pants, taking them, along with your panties, off and dropping them to the ground. And soon his pants and underwear joined yours on the ground, and a fiery look had flooded into his dark eyes.
He spread your legs apart and positioned himself at your entrance before slowly sliding fully in. You screamed softly before his lips met yours in a comforting, reassuring kiss. Once you had adjusted, he began to move. His pace was slow in the beginning but quickly picked up.
You could feel yourself nearing the edge and Yoseob could tell. He repositioned himself and thrust back deep into you, hitting your pleasure spot. You let out a scream of pure pleasure at the sensation that hit you. Each thrust kept hitting that spot and soon, you couldn’t hold back anymore. You hit your orgasm, screaming his name and clutching at the sheets around you. Yoseob hit his peak almost immediately afterwards, he came with your name on his lips.
He pulled out of you and then lay next to you on the bed, a warm smile on his face. His arm pulled you close to him.
“I will never leave you.”
Your heart fell for him then, too. And day by day, your heart continued to fall for the angelic boy with beautiful hands, a beautiful smile, a beautiful voice.... and between the two of you, a gorgeous body.