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[dotfuckingcom]

the last few days have been a total blur. ever since i got my job at movie gallery and moved in with paige i have been constantly altered in one form or another. well thats putting it mildly really: i have been fucked up out of my head for the last few days

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[shmackbella]

I used to be prescribed to aderall. I'm not sure what it was supposed to help. It finally started having adverse affects on me that made me feel sick. Blah. Many of my friends have experimented with drugs, but I never saw the point. In a way I'm obsessive compulsive about not missing anything. I love being conscious...to feel every breath in my body. I'm going off on a tangent. sorry bout' that. ;)

[dotfuckingcom]

no no your tangent/fresh perspective is all good and appreciated.
i feel like i need to get back in touch with my love of consciousness...

[crayolacrime]

Never give up on acid.

[dotfuckingcom]

lol i'll keep that in mind...

[sadisticsally]

i see your drug problems continue, mine have stopped for the most part.
you should write, you always were a good writer. honestly david, i have been wary about talking to you for a long time because i was trying to not do the whole drug scene. but i also missed you, you were like my creative equal when it came to writing and it inspired me in a way that i haven't had since.

[dotfuckingcom]

wow. it's funny that you should say that bc until recently i have been straightedge for the last 6 months.
i missed you too, that really means alot to me.
***NAHNCY!***

[sadisticsally]

well sidney, not that i think you should stay away from drugs altogether, but i myself stay away from the hard stuff and doing drugs too often. i'm glad you were straightedge for awhile, and its ok to take a break from it, just don't get in over your head. keeping your brain intact is a good thing.
when i start thinking about hard drugs i look at ozzy osborne and say "in 20 years do i really want to struggle that much to put together simple phrases?" the answer would be no.

[dotfuckingcom]

omg i am a fucking waste of flesh

[shmackbella]

"I am of curse the odd ball who doesn't get fucked up, only because I like feeling in control of myself. I can't stand that feeling of being out of control."

My feelings exactly!

Woah!

[mylostcaptive]

I had happened to randomly stumble across this entry... and reading it now 15 months later... I find it pretty damn amusing... Life has changed sooooooo drastically and I am no longer that "HUUUUGE pothead/druggie" I think it's kinda funny, actually... but I am so glad that's all behind us now.. and I we "rekindled" or came to terms with an awesome friendship... despite everything, I wouldn't change anything... those were the days... and here we are now