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Jun 24, 2005 00:00

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me abut your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to ( Read more... )

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anonymous June 24 2005, 06:09:51 UTC

I fear being unloved but in relationships I tend to pull away at first, to keep me is to break my walls ( ... )

anonymous June 24 2005, 18:25:17 UTC

I've never been so confused in my life. I feel torn between a past love for a woman who I lost it all to, and a past "crush" as a young teenager to a boy who I never thought I'd see again. While I'm still not attracted physically to men, there is an emotional bond that I feel has been severed now that he has married his girlfriend from his tour in Germany. I like her and I respect their marriage, and also know that we never had anything, but I can't help but feel loss for what could have been ( ... )

anonymous August 16 2005, 10:03:09 UTC

I like him a lot, but I don't know how to tell him. We've only just met.

anonymous August 20 2005, 03:04:52 UTC

I want something good to happen. I'm so depressed. I fake my way through the day and I don't know how else to do it. I don't want to drag other people down, but I want someone to listen. No one really listens. It is wrong to want someone to be there? Is it wrong to want someone to love you who doesn't? I don't know. I thought I did.

anonymous November 1 2005, 21:10:06 UTC

I'm a liar. The funny thing is, being a liar makes me such a huge hypocrite. Don't you love it when, despite telling people to be so honest in relationships, you find out all that great advice will work for everyone but you? The reason I'm such a liar is, I hate things that I don't know. I want to be sure of my outcome before I take the risk - I could lose everything here, and I could gain everything I've ever wanted, and you'd think, loving those risks the way I do, that I could just jump and go and get on with it. What have I got to be afraid of, right?

Wrong.

Because I can't stand hurting people.

It makes me squirm.

Usually I'm so balanced and zen. He used to keep me so balanced and zen, but now after a wasted while and a bunch of holding my breath that never paid off, I have no idea what I think I'm doing, and I'm pretty sure it's bad, because I'm a liar.

It makes me laugh when people think I'm in control.