seriously ( Read more... )

i've decided to do a lot of "making" for xmas this year ( Read more... )

so much goes on in my head.
lots of words
and half written stories
just bobbling about in my brain.

all discombobulated.
just for the sake of alliteration.

but really.

i don't know why i never write them down.

they may be trapped.

hopefully it's not permanent.

so thank goodness to hulu.
it's been keeping me company this week at work.

and i'm slowly getting through the projects
that i have piled up against me.

one step at a time.

i can't wait till bed.
seriously.

"i can't push myself through the door
but i'm too lonely to stay in
maybe because this room i am pacing in
is only my skin."

i am having a hard time with this birthday thing ( Read more... )

this past weekend was.. interesting.

( i like to wank )

.. so i had a mini date with the baby.
he's 19.

and well.
within 10 minutes of hanging out
i could tell you that he is every bit his 19 years of age
and nothing more.

needless to say since the maturity gap became strikingly obvious in the first ten minutes
it was a bit disastrous.

we hung out for a bit.
smoked.
he definitely can't hold his ( Read more... )

it's been a bit since i have posted.
and a lot has happened in between.
this is just a sunset junction rehash.
and there is video and photos involved

so.
( in recap.. )

i can't sleeeep.

sometimes i think that i just sleep too much
and thats why i am always tired.
but.
i dunnnooo.

working nights is starting to kill me i think..

oh.
and i miss sleeping at night.
it feels so different
and good.