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what what oh yeah tonight should be off the brix shun. I look like a redneck right now I'm wearing blue jeans and a denim jacket and this shit's weird. My dad gave me boots the redneck shirt and a lil knife. WTF happened to my money? Whatever thanx anyway I guess he spent a lil to much an my Step-brothers. "I don't fight I don't argue I just hit ( Read more... )

You don't know me shun you can't even see me.

I get drunk and your not there, I wake up and your not there, but when they tell me I realize you were hiding. What am I doing, who the fuck am I? These questions are in my head floating around. I find myself wishing I never knew her. The old memories are better than the new ones. I am the Damaged one, all my life and the damage done. I am the ( Read more... )

After death rolls over I walk out of the graveyard. I try to yell but nothing comes out. I try to get your attention and you walk right through me. I try to touch your face and my hand filters through. I look for those like me, it seems like everywhere I look I am the only one. So I go back to the graveyard and wait.

Kylee said Daddy to me Today. It made me feel great. Mom put her to bed at 9pm and I got home about 30mins later. Then Kylee woke up and she wouldn't go back to sleep. I just now got her to go to bed, I had to drive her around the block a couple of times and She was out. I had fun though, I love spending time with her. I just wish I was doing ( Read more... )

Well I had a Bomb ass time last night at the dance. I haven't had that much fun in forever. I was breaking it down with my breakdancing skills. I just wish there would have been a dance contest. If there would have been I would have stomped it. It was of the hizzy for shizzy!! Well I'm out Biatchez!!!

I see my friends die all around me and then I see her. She comes out of the shadows. She walks up to me, she tells me everything is going to be ok if I just trust her. With everyone I know dead around me I have no choice but to do as she says. As I rest my head on her shoulder she tells me she loves me. Then without any notice she pulls the blade ( Read more... )

Here I'm going to let everyone in on a little secret......I'm fucking dying!!!! The pain has been festering in my soul. It grows everyday behind my eyes, all everyone ever see's is my smile. They don't know how much pain I am actually in. If only I had someone to share this pain with, maybe then I could rest. I just want someone to hold, someone to ( Read more... )

Someone talked me into staying on LJ. So I guess Imma be on here still. last night sucked ass, for real. But it's ok I'll be straight. Sometimes I wonder why I was born to live this life. What is it that I'm supposed to do? I wish it were simple, just follow the yellow brick road or some shit. Well I'm going to a dance on Friday I'm gonna be ( Read more... )