poorly written title..
Too much yoga and my chest is hurting. The bones, the heart.
Too much emotion leaking out much too soon.
...
i am over everything except right now.
Living in the now is hard to adjust to.
I have no memory or future, I just am.
People see it as nihilistic.
I suck

sometimes when my minds wanders it summons up a bassline of irreverent dusty mustard balls and all inclusive activity abounds in the mind of the screaching rabbit-kahoola! Ha-hah- and this one time was whenever you drooled on your sneakers and you then summoned up another broken flapping screaming rubber bullet brace ( Read more... )

haven't felt this shitty since.. last winter.. alone-ness ( Read more... )

"You shouldn't drink," said this slut to me once, about 1 1/2 years ago. I was startled, even out of my stupor, for a moment, and then carnal brought me back to me and my mind brought me home. Tonight sucks. The cold feels appropriately biting. "The air bites shrewdly, 'tis very cold." I am dumb beyond reckoning and my slight is slight but to me it ( Read more... )

It's here! Late last night Crystal and I saw it first before anyone else in the world did, even the news men I tells ya! We shared a beer and good talking and then Jess came home and we had good talks about girls and things Zodiacal. Very good times. I was up way too late, but goddamn it I love my life ( Read more... )

There will be times in 2005 when I will ask you to spend quality time wrestling with people who disagree with you; I'll suggest that you expose yourself eagerly to influences that are unfamiliar and even alien. But don't do any of that in the coming weeks, Aquarius. Right now your assignments are to hang around like-minded people, to talk shop with ( Read more... )

I don't know if you're interested--lots of seemingly more practical matters are soaking up your attention right now--but it's my duty to inform you that you can make more progress towards spiritual enlightenment in the next three weeks than you've made in the previous ten months. Alert, relaxed listening should be the radical act at the heart of ( Read more... )

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From ground floor up in white mask'd slow steps past ( Read more... )

Been a busy day so far. Maintenancing it up, and so forth ( Read more... )