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[double_e_m_o]

Funny that the blog question would be on this topic. Yes. Someone has done something so terrible to me that "I'm sorry" couldn't cut it. That person was me. Sad thing is, I'm not the only one that I have done it to

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[maynard_lover]

Think of all you have. You have a husband who I don't know much about, but I assume he loves you or he wouldn't have married you and vice versa. Also, you wouldn't be trying to make a baby if you honestly hated yourself because you wouldn't be trying to create a human life that is, in part, a product of you. So, you might not be able to say that you love yourself, but at least you don't hate yourself. That's more painful [to hate oneself]. And flaws? You know what haunts me...memories of you constantly complaining in front of me that you're "fat" when I am actually the true fat ass. And if you honestly viewed yourself as fat, God, what did you see me as? Yet, you write in your myspace, your body type as "slim/slender," which always struck me as odd if you truly felt "fat." Did you torment me just so you could fish for compliments? And I am also haunted by the "friend" who was willing many years ago to tell me that I couldn't come to your party because Jenn and I had been on the outs and Jenn wouldn't come if I did, so instead of