why is it that happiness is looked down upon? oh yeah, you're so fucking hardcore just because you've convinced yourself that the world sucks and your life is meaningless and empty. how dare i be optimistic, or god forbid, happy? perish the thought! happiness is a sign of weakness! and i'm just a poor misguided soul for daring to enjoy myself. what ( Read more... )

ohemgee i feel so guilty! we had off school today (yay!) so i got john to stay home and we went walking and stuff but he got stung by a caterpillar thing at audubon park and he's all allergic to it and his throat swelled up and whatnot. if he dies i will feel very bad about myself. really, i will. we went to his house after because i was really ( Read more... )

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bwahahaha i am not at school! granted, my throat does hurt and i'm tired and i have a headache and i really hate mondays, so i'm not skipping school for no reason. kinda. as i type this my mom is watching the news. currently they are carrying the pope dawn several million flights of stairs. poor guy, they just couldn't let him alone. you would ( Read more... )

alright. let's try this again ( Read more... )

i have nothing to say. i'm not even tired, i just simply cannot think of anything to write about. i'll probably post again later or something. ah well.

you know, i really should not be doing this. although i have completed 6 pages of english, chemistry problems for a grade, and 3 sections of history, i still have to do a million problems for algebra and study for a religion quiz. yet here i sit, calmly typing away at my eljay like there's no tomorrow. literally ( Read more... )

blah. i was in a really good mood all day today, for some reason. it was great. i have absolutely no idea why; nothing remarkable happened today. i babysat sarah's cousins with her, but that was about it ( Read more... )

blah. i think i need sleep. i promise to write a reasonable entry tomorrow. john says i should write a ridiculously exxagerated emo entry just because it's fun, but i dont think i'm awake enough. it seems like i'm tired all the time. perhaps i should go to sleep earlier. ah well.

wow. i am unbelievably tired. yesterday i woke up and john called me and so we went walking around uptown and ended up going all the way around the track thing at audubon park. then i went wandering around the mall with my sister and then walked all around lake view with sarah. last night at shirey's was actually really fun. i mean, i always have ( Read more... )