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i used to write in this thing like my breath only existed though the update page. i still check it. read my friends page. comment once in a while. but over the course of five years, ive found that life isnt even curious about livejournal. sad, really ( Read more... )

for the first time in nearly five years, i took several hours to sit down and actively write out a formulized plan of attack to graduate. i have been taking classes i know i need for my major but in no particular order or sense. i just knew i needed them. urgency finally set in when robbie realized he can graduate next spring and then will move ( Read more... )

today i have an interview at noon to work at maurices...for those that dont know, maurices is an appropriate equivilant to that of a 5-7-9.

wish me luck!!

i keep making mistakes.

if i had retained any ounce of eloquence, i might ambiguously rattle on about how or concerning specifics...but it seems all i have to offer recently are simple declarations like...

i keep making mistakes.

my boss made me cry. twice. tonight.

anyone hiring?

like clockwork...i should stop pacing the calendar and ignore the predictability of my reactions to what i think life should be or once was. old buddhist exs tell it like it is. or rather, tell it like a buddhist sees it. it's all existential but than again, you probably dont even know what that means. or you might but its probably skewed or only ( Read more... )

23.

i hate my job. its been forthcoming. for a long while now. but after two threats over the stability of job concerning things that arent my fault-i think 3.5 years at one coffee shop has finally worn me down. i dread going to work. i loathe most of the regulars and more than 75% of our staff has been hired in the last six months. they're all ( Read more... )

today my sister can legally consume copious amounts of alcohol any time of the day and place she wants.

happy birthday, jess!