You're not cool!!!!!

1. Put your iPod on shuffle ( Read more... )

I HATE HIM! HE TREATS ME LIKE SHIT IN FRONT OF HIS FRIENDS! he makes me feel like such shit....he makes me so mad sometimes!! ERGH!

so halloween was pretty amazing :) i had alot of fun with bridget and derek. lol dereks mask was sooo funny XD after i got a shit load of candy, me bridget, derek, and brian went to mikes and watched scary movies. brian rented the strangers and one missed call, i only stayed for the strangers, it was pretty creepy >today was my first day of work ( Read more... )

So yesterday i saw the lion king on broadway, it was soooo good! it made me cry lol. it was just so breath taking. the actors were amazing, and the singing was fantastic, omg and dont even get me started on the costumes and scenery! The costumes were definitely my fave :D i cant even describe it lol ( Read more... )

The thought of suicide has been lingering for a while now..its been getting harder to shake off this feeling each day. I just dont feel good anymore..the only time i feel happy is when im with Mike or the Supremes, but seeing the supremes is getting harder, i swear as soon as i can drive i am going to try and see them almost everyday. I have to be ( Read more... )

so today in school somebody said i was fat..heres wat happend. I was in art class and the project were doing i needed reference and i was using a pic of myself, well i traced my body frame for an outline and when i was putting it away some kind (who didnt kno the pic was me) said "she looks fat." So basically he didnt say i was fat to my face but ( Read more... )

So today is me and mikes one year and i have never been happier with my life :) Sunday was an amazng day. Me and Mike went to the Popcorn Park Zoo and it was soo fun! My favorite animal was the Emu, lol he was cool. ill try and put up a pic. He looked crazy haha. After the zoo we went back to my house and took a nap and when we woke up we had ( Read more... )

so triton officially got gay this year. we have alot of new rules. we arent allowed to change out classes unless we have health issues for lunch or if were missing a class, its stupid, and we dont get saturday detentions anymore we get sent to C3 and do work; they call it " the box." wtf? and we get demerits now, if we skip the detention we get 10 ( Read more... )

well mike got the job at riteaid..and ofcourse he barely had to lift a finger. im happy for him i really am but..i mean, i work my ass off trying to get a job and all he has to do is put in an application and he gets one. i feel like shit, im not worth anything, nobody wants me...people at the lake were right...im not good at anything..this isnt ( Read more... )