mom has a plastic bag at the top of the stairs to throw down to me with some stuff of mine in it. "anything good in there," i yell from the bathroom. "maybe..." hahaha. i open it a few minutes later. wooo there's a thong and my huge vibrator. bahahahaha i laugh and go upstairs. we laugh. haha. my dad almost found it she said! he used a bag i ( Read more... )

oh yes... i am adventurous. on the way to get my new drivers license cute grind boy in white explorer looks/smiles at me. i'm on my cell phone trying to get directions. his ass kept it at 80 and would not let a car be in front of his. i was going lane to lane but not always directly towards him. oh. he's getting off at the exit i'm supposed to. ( Read more... )

i am trying to look up some guitar tabs. what are some ideas of songs to learn??

mmm... my ears are tingling right now. i just stretched them from an 8 to a 6. the right ear i kinda had to push through harder than the left. the left pincher went in easily. anyone know about this plastic shit from hot topic? i wonder how good that shit is for your body. yeah. hm.. they feel nice and a little painful, but i like that.

sleater kinney was so fucking passionate. it is this shit that helped fuel a lot of the gall that i have now. i am really grateful for them but now it feels as though they have been diluted. maybe the music type just sounded more raw to me. i know they still sing about important things, but it's not so direct i guess. one beat is awesome as well. i ( Read more... )

my cat leisha always trys to get on the toilet when i'm using it. she trys to get behind me. i think she likes to watch it flush. she's insane ( Read more... )

i find myself dissasociating when i get angry. i still talk and explain how i feel but i am almost numb to it, like i don't want to get hurt again. my dad has ripped scabs off of me so many times that it will take a long time to turn them insto scars if he keeps ripping at them ( Read more... )

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passover starts tomorrow. happy passover to all who celebrate it. i will be eating amazing vegetarian matzah ball soup that nina's mom made. she's such an awesome cook! yyummm...

i hope people who want validation for shit that doesn't matter in the big scheme of things actually have some sense of existence in non-internet world. i thought i had a skewed sense of reality, but really... i don't need to sit here and explain to someone who doesn't understand me and took me way too literally and/or specifically. i just needed to ( Read more... )