Okay so I just threw up a little in my mouth. This is as queer as it gets. Group Decision, No! I am happy with the way things are now. I wouldn't change them for the world. I am sorry you miss something you can't have, Even if apologies were said.. it makes things look right, when they will never be. and the cycle will begin again
Okay. I don't hate you ebee, I just don't understand you. I would just rather not let dyana get all caught up in some emotional "I miss ebee" thing. Because I know nothing good will come out of it. I know it hurts her that we all arn't friends again, But I have accepted it. Sometimes when we say we are sorry.. it dosen't fix the mean things that were said. Your happy now? Because I am, and it has to mean something to live our happy lives now and know at least the other one is somewhere smiling.. even if it is not with each other. I wish you the best, I never was not supporting.... maybe its because I knew you so well, or because I cared about you so much.. that I just expected better.
Once and awhile I get teary eyed when I hear something or something reminds me of you both. I cant listen to "meant to live" by switchfoot, it makes me freak out.
I was looking over old pictures the other night, and i started crying...remembering the good times.
but now we all are happy and on to big and better things. we should all be happy for eachother that we're growing up into responsible, beautiful women with great futures in front of all of us.
I am happy for you. and I do miss you guys, and I respect this choice for all of us.
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This is as queer as it gets.
Group Decision, No!
I am happy with the way things are now.
I wouldn't change them for the world.
I am sorry you miss something you can't have,
Even if apologies were said.. it makes things look right,
when they will never be.
and the cycle will begin again
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I would just rather not let dyana get all caught up in some emotional "I miss ebee" thing. Because I know nothing good will come out of it. I know it hurts her that we all arn't friends again, But I have accepted it. Sometimes when we say we are sorry.. it dosen't fix the mean things that were said. Your happy now? Because I am, and it has to mean something to live our happy lives now and know at least the other one is somewhere smiling.. even if it is not with each other. I wish you the best, I never was not supporting.... maybe its because I knew you so well, or because I cared about you so much.. that I just expected better.
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I was looking over old pictures the other night, and i started crying...remembering the good times.
but now we all are happy and on to big and better things. we should all be happy for eachother that we're growing up into responsible, beautiful women with great futures in front of all of us.
I am happy for you. and I do miss you guys, and I respect this choice for all of us.
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