Backseat
Backseat. Won/Kyu. Oneshot. 65% fictional. Rated G.
[Siwon thinks he’s only meant to see Kyuhyun’s back view.]
A/N: Because sometimes I exist, sometimes I don’t.
Siwon sees Kyuhyun after the long semestral break.
Kyuhyun walks pass Siwon in a crowded hallway, both their bodies sandwiched in the midst of the crowding people trying to get in and get out. It seems like a long pause as Siwon’s body both wanting to get out of being squeezed and get noticed by Kyuhyun.
But Kyuhyun’s eyes are long fixed on his way out. He didn’t notice Siwon.
Siwon forgets the topic he’s talking about, and that he was actually in the middle of telling a story before seeing Kyuhyun, and focuses on the thump-thump inside his chest. He can’t breathe out of shock.
○Siwon goes back with Ryeowook to their booth after getting a water refill. Ryeowook still asks about what happened on the best crocodile hunter who died on 2006, the story Siwon was cut telling.
“So, did he die during the filming of the crocodiles?”
“He didn’t. A stingray killed him. C’mon I already mentioned that.”
Siwon sits to calm down a little. Ryeowook sits beside him, finishing his pending work of doing origami airplanes. “Siwon, are you okay?”
“Headache.”
“Then just finish your story. Please. What happened to the great Irwin?”
“He was attacked by a stingray in the chest. I think he died right there.”
Sungjong walks in. “He did. Steve Irwin? He did die there. Sad.”
Siwon smiles a little and ushers the late comer inside. “Sorry, traffic.” “It’s okay.”
Siwon picks up the scissors and started cutting the printed flyers, what he was previously doing. Ryeowook’s reacts on how he had lived a lie, only knowing that Steve Irwin died because of the crocodiles he had met. Laughing on Ryeowook’s naivety, he realizes he kind of forgot about the earlier incident.
But he actually didn’t forget about it.
○○He’s half expecting Kyuhyun to walk in from where he had exited, which is the glass door Siwon’s pretended wiping.
Siwon didn’t realize it coming until Kyuhyun enters the backdoor and is again to exit at the glass door when he noticed Siwon standing oddly. “Hey, Siwon.”
Siwon thinks he said a Hey back. Just like that, Kyuhyun passes the glass door and again, away from Siwon. Siwon noticed everything but he’s glued to the earth whenever Kyuhyun’s around.
○○○It took Siwon hours before getting used on Kyuhyun around him again. He finally learned acting normal around Kyuhyun and his friends because it isn’t necessary but he’s trying his best to get noticed. And Zhou Mi noticed him.
“Siwon! I missed you!”
Zhou Mi walks to him, followed by Kyuhyun dragging his ‘wheelchair,’ something he used for an act.
“What did you do the whole break?” Zhou Mi asks, offering his bag of popcorns. Kyuhyun appears between them and annoyingly hugs Zhou Mi’s legs.
Siwon has to laugh with Kyuhyun acting cute and it’s Siwon who’s definitely distracting his self.
Zhou Mi snaps a finger at him. “I’m talking to you, aren’t I?”
“Zhou Mi, don’t bother Siwon. He’s spaced out.” Kyuhyun releases Zhou Mi’s legs and stands up to meet Siwon’s eyes. He does it dramatically, and flies away.
Zhou Mi, pissed, walks away with Kyuhyun. Siwon attempted stopping Zhou Mi but his voice failed because Kyuhyun’s walking towards back to him. He breathes harder. He lowers his head to pretend he didn’t see Kyuhyun coming.
Kyuhyun then, again, passes by him and pulls his wheelchair left beside Siwon without even talking to Siwon like how he imagined things to happen. Siwon knows Kyuhyun doesn’t know, and it hurts.
○○○○Siwon freshens up in the bathroom and on his way back to the booth, he’s thinking of ways on how to approach Kyuhyun. To make the day that he sees Kyuhyun again last.
Siwon spots Kyuhyun still playing with his wheelchair on the clear hallway. Siwon quietly follows him and pokes him in the shoulder.
“Hey Siwonnie.”
“Hey.”
His emotions are making it hard for the words to come out. There’s something about Kyuhyun near him that makes it hard for him to talk, to breathe, and to even just stare back at him.
“What?” Kyuhyun chuckles awkwardly. “What’s wrong? You seem... out today. I don’t know.”
Siwon’s thoughts are filled of mental practices of what to tell Kyuhyun but it’s really hard to speak them out. Siwon laughs, “I’m just not feeling well.”
“Today’s tiring, isn’t it?”
It is tiring. Siwon watches Kyuhyun rolls his way back inside the booth because his thoughts weren’t again spoken. But not like my heart.
Siwon walks back inside and silently watches Kyuhyun from afar. He’s not tired.
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A/N2: Isn't this fic crazy and pointless lol. I just feel like typing, and this is how it turned out.
counter added: 03/23/14
[Siwon thinks he’s only meant to see Kyuhyun’s back view.]
A/N: Because sometimes I exist, sometimes I don’t.
Siwon sees Kyuhyun after the long semestral break.
Kyuhyun walks pass Siwon in a crowded hallway, both their bodies sandwiched in the midst of the crowding people trying to get in and get out. It seems like a long pause as Siwon’s body both wanting to get out of being squeezed and get noticed by Kyuhyun.
But Kyuhyun’s eyes are long fixed on his way out. He didn’t notice Siwon.
Siwon forgets the topic he’s talking about, and that he was actually in the middle of telling a story before seeing Kyuhyun, and focuses on the thump-thump inside his chest. He can’t breathe out of shock.
○Siwon goes back with Ryeowook to their booth after getting a water refill. Ryeowook still asks about what happened on the best crocodile hunter who died on 2006, the story Siwon was cut telling.
“So, did he die during the filming of the crocodiles?”
“He didn’t. A stingray killed him. C’mon I already mentioned that.”
Siwon sits to calm down a little. Ryeowook sits beside him, finishing his pending work of doing origami airplanes. “Siwon, are you okay?”
“Headache.”
“Then just finish your story. Please. What happened to the great Irwin?”
“He was attacked by a stingray in the chest. I think he died right there.”
Sungjong walks in. “He did. Steve Irwin? He did die there. Sad.”
Siwon smiles a little and ushers the late comer inside. “Sorry, traffic.” “It’s okay.”
Siwon picks up the scissors and started cutting the printed flyers, what he was previously doing. Ryeowook’s reacts on how he had lived a lie, only knowing that Steve Irwin died because of the crocodiles he had met. Laughing on Ryeowook’s naivety, he realizes he kind of forgot about the earlier incident.
But he actually didn’t forget about it.
○○He’s half expecting Kyuhyun to walk in from where he had exited, which is the glass door Siwon’s pretended wiping.
Siwon didn’t realize it coming until Kyuhyun enters the backdoor and is again to exit at the glass door when he noticed Siwon standing oddly. “Hey, Siwon.”
Siwon thinks he said a Hey back. Just like that, Kyuhyun passes the glass door and again, away from Siwon. Siwon noticed everything but he’s glued to the earth whenever Kyuhyun’s around.
○○○It took Siwon hours before getting used on Kyuhyun around him again. He finally learned acting normal around Kyuhyun and his friends because it isn’t necessary but he’s trying his best to get noticed. And Zhou Mi noticed him.
“Siwon! I missed you!”
Zhou Mi walks to him, followed by Kyuhyun dragging his ‘wheelchair,’ something he used for an act.
“What did you do the whole break?” Zhou Mi asks, offering his bag of popcorns. Kyuhyun appears between them and annoyingly hugs Zhou Mi’s legs.
Siwon has to laugh with Kyuhyun acting cute and it’s Siwon who’s definitely distracting his self.
Zhou Mi snaps a finger at him. “I’m talking to you, aren’t I?”
“Zhou Mi, don’t bother Siwon. He’s spaced out.” Kyuhyun releases Zhou Mi’s legs and stands up to meet Siwon’s eyes. He does it dramatically, and flies away.
Zhou Mi, pissed, walks away with Kyuhyun. Siwon attempted stopping Zhou Mi but his voice failed because Kyuhyun’s walking towards back to him. He breathes harder. He lowers his head to pretend he didn’t see Kyuhyun coming.
Kyuhyun then, again, passes by him and pulls his wheelchair left beside Siwon without even talking to Siwon like how he imagined things to happen. Siwon knows Kyuhyun doesn’t know, and it hurts.
○○○○Siwon freshens up in the bathroom and on his way back to the booth, he’s thinking of ways on how to approach Kyuhyun. To make the day that he sees Kyuhyun again last.
Siwon spots Kyuhyun still playing with his wheelchair on the clear hallway. Siwon quietly follows him and pokes him in the shoulder.
“Hey Siwonnie.”
“Hey.”
His emotions are making it hard for the words to come out. There’s something about Kyuhyun near him that makes it hard for him to talk, to breathe, and to even just stare back at him.
“What?” Kyuhyun chuckles awkwardly. “What’s wrong? You seem... out today. I don’t know.”
Siwon’s thoughts are filled of mental practices of what to tell Kyuhyun but it’s really hard to speak them out. Siwon laughs, “I’m just not feeling well.”
“Today’s tiring, isn’t it?”
It is tiring. Siwon watches Kyuhyun rolls his way back inside the booth because his thoughts weren’t again spoken. But not like my heart.
Siwon walks back inside and silently watches Kyuhyun from afar. He’s not tired.
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A/N2: Isn't this fic crazy and pointless lol. I just feel like typing, and this is how it turned out.
counter added: 03/23/14