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Notes. Wonkyu. Angst. Drabble. Rated G.
A/N: Let me write sometimes part 2
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Did he just ask me to kiss him?
“C’mon! I miss you!” he said as he pushed his cheeks right on my face.
Right, cheeks kiss. Sometimes I really do not know how to keep up with Siwon anymore, and how his jokes really work, and when do I take them seriously.
“Really, Kyuhyun, you have to kiss me!”
He pushed himself to me while everyone else’s trying to hug me. “No Siwon, stop, I can’t-“
And when I said ‘stop,’ that was the time he actually went beside my face with his lips targeting my cheeks and after a mid-second moment, I felt his dry lips touch my left cheek. For a moment I didn’t hear any noise but the sound of his kiss.
And when our faces went apart, I looked at him, totally surprised. And he was grinning like drunk. To act normal, I know I must do something but can’t decide on anything: do I wipe the area where he kissed me or do I shout to him he’s disgusting?
I chose the latter. The former would just be too dramatic, and must be something I’d have to regret later.
Siwon walked out of the room and I think I know why.
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I decided to say my sincere apology with a slice of microwaved pizza I bought downstairs. It’s school fair and it’s noisy, and there were a lot of microwaved foods available but maybe pizza would be pretty irresistible.
I made it smell a lot and I even pulled a joke of waving the pizza on his nose in case he’d laugh. He did. But when he looked at me and eventually knew I was the one holding it, he kind of slowly broke the laugh.
“Would you care for a slice of freshly heated Hawaiian pizza?”
“Did you bring any hot sauce?”
“No, I thought you don’t-“
“Great.” He grabbed the slice from my hand. “Thanks.”
The noise from downstairs and the noise coming from the studio, with Donghae and Eunhyuk trying to sing like singers, were too loud that I find it hard to talk with him without me looking funny and shouting at him. But he started to talk with his voice deeper than mine.
“What do you wanna talk about?”
“I didn’t mention talking about anything.”
“Yes you did, this pizza is telling me you want to talk to me. This pizza came from you.”
Yes I did. I wanna talk with him about a lot of things. Like how did his weekend go, how was he doing lately, did he ace his Biology quiz last week that he posted on twitter he was having a problem with, why did he actually kiss me earlier.
“Let’s say, maybe I just want to share silence with you.”
“I just wanna give you that pizza, that’s it!”
“It’s some sort of an apology, you know, I shouted at you rudely and all..”
When I finished my unfinished sentence, he had his last bite of the pizza before shrugging and standing up. And telling me, “It’s okay,” before leaving.
He’s mad, I concluded.
I stood up to follow and calling his name but he won’t stop. He went to this room where Donghae and Eunhyuk were, and closed it. He didn’t lock it but closing it clearly meant I should just stop following. And I heard from the microphone Eunhyuk asking a What’s Wrong. Now I felt even more unforgivable.
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Have you ever offended someone you really like and he won’t even bother to talk to you or listen to your apology because, you have to admit it yourself, you were an asshole? But you didn’t mean that! But c’mon that was too shallow, wasn’t it? But maybe there was more to that kiss that made him mad at you and you just said he’s disgusting.
Yeah, total asshole.
In the real world, I couldn't talk about it to anyone but myself. I couldn't tell his friends I really appreciate the kiss but I just responded wrongly, due to stupid reflexes (????)
So I thought maybe I should just kiss him back. In the cheeks. On his left cheek. The plan: I wait until he’s alone, then I charge to him, then I sort-of jump to his cheek and mark my lips there.
And when he was alone, I charged, I sort-of jumped, and kissed him. But not in the cheeks. I forgot the possibility that he might turn his head and look at me.
All I said was a curse. And an immediate apology.
And he walked away for the second time that day.
counted added: 03/23/14
A/N: Let me write sometimes part 2
A/N 2: Hi! I'm entering this contest and I need to have high number of retweets for this tweet ( click here!). If you appreciate me or the fics or you're just being kind, please please help me win :) Thank you!
Did he just ask me to kiss him?
“C’mon! I miss you!” he said as he pushed his cheeks right on my face.
Right, cheeks kiss. Sometimes I really do not know how to keep up with Siwon anymore, and how his jokes really work, and when do I take them seriously.
“Really, Kyuhyun, you have to kiss me!”
He pushed himself to me while everyone else’s trying to hug me. “No Siwon, stop, I can’t-“
And when I said ‘stop,’ that was the time he actually went beside my face with his lips targeting my cheeks and after a mid-second moment, I felt his dry lips touch my left cheek. For a moment I didn’t hear any noise but the sound of his kiss.
And when our faces went apart, I looked at him, totally surprised. And he was grinning like drunk. To act normal, I know I must do something but can’t decide on anything: do I wipe the area where he kissed me or do I shout to him he’s disgusting?
I chose the latter. The former would just be too dramatic, and must be something I’d have to regret later.
Siwon walked out of the room and I think I know why.
----------------
I decided to say my sincere apology with a slice of microwaved pizza I bought downstairs. It’s school fair and it’s noisy, and there were a lot of microwaved foods available but maybe pizza would be pretty irresistible.
I made it smell a lot and I even pulled a joke of waving the pizza on his nose in case he’d laugh. He did. But when he looked at me and eventually knew I was the one holding it, he kind of slowly broke the laugh.
“Would you care for a slice of freshly heated Hawaiian pizza?”
“Did you bring any hot sauce?”
“No, I thought you don’t-“
“Great.” He grabbed the slice from my hand. “Thanks.”
The noise from downstairs and the noise coming from the studio, with Donghae and Eunhyuk trying to sing like singers, were too loud that I find it hard to talk with him without me looking funny and shouting at him. But he started to talk with his voice deeper than mine.
“What do you wanna talk about?”
“I didn’t mention talking about anything.”
“Yes you did, this pizza is telling me you want to talk to me. This pizza came from you.”
Yes I did. I wanna talk with him about a lot of things. Like how did his weekend go, how was he doing lately, did he ace his Biology quiz last week that he posted on twitter he was having a problem with, why did he actually kiss me earlier.
“Let’s say, maybe I just want to share silence with you.”
“I just wanna give you that pizza, that’s it!”
“It’s some sort of an apology, you know, I shouted at you rudely and all..”
When I finished my unfinished sentence, he had his last bite of the pizza before shrugging and standing up. And telling me, “It’s okay,” before leaving.
He’s mad, I concluded.
I stood up to follow and calling his name but he won’t stop. He went to this room where Donghae and Eunhyuk were, and closed it. He didn’t lock it but closing it clearly meant I should just stop following. And I heard from the microphone Eunhyuk asking a What’s Wrong. Now I felt even more unforgivable.
--------------
Have you ever offended someone you really like and he won’t even bother to talk to you or listen to your apology because, you have to admit it yourself, you were an asshole? But you didn’t mean that! But c’mon that was too shallow, wasn’t it? But maybe there was more to that kiss that made him mad at you and you just said he’s disgusting.
Yeah, total asshole.
In the real world, I couldn't talk about it to anyone but myself. I couldn't tell his friends I really appreciate the kiss but I just responded wrongly, due to stupid reflexes (????)
So I thought maybe I should just kiss him back. In the cheeks. On his left cheek. The plan: I wait until he’s alone, then I charge to him, then I sort-of jump to his cheek and mark my lips there.
And when he was alone, I charged, I sort-of jumped, and kissed him. But not in the cheeks. I forgot the possibility that he might turn his head and look at me.
All I said was a curse. And an immediate apology.
And he walked away for the second time that day.
counted added: 03/23/14