Not much to say except i miss all of my friends and i even miss some of those "friends" but im not gonna go out of my way to talk to them they can give me a call if they want or need to talk cuz ill still listen.....well i got things to do ill tell you guys more later...ta ta for now.

Well today i made my schedule for UCONN.....its hard to belive im really i college student.....and yet i dont know what i want in life. One thing i do know is im tired of being alone so i dont want to be alone anymore...but i dont see that changing anytime soon....FUCK....any ways i have know idea what to do, say or think anymore....

So last night i Gradumatated from the meriden public school system......YAY!!!!! Anyways im gonna miss all my boys so hopefully i can keep in touch with them. I went to project graduation last night and it was ok it wasnt really boring but it also wasnt really fun....i know of like 10 of us that were like why did we stay the whole night....but we ( Read more... )

Fuck life sucks the only good thing is i graduate tomorrow yay otherwise life still sucks

i really dont know what else could possibly go wrong.....my favorite aunt is in the hospital they think it is something with her heart.....one of my friends is a marine and i havent talked to him in awhile hes tried getting in touch with me but i havent been around and i cant reach him so im kinda worried......my friend Paul told me today that he ( Read more... )

I worried about one of my friends i hope i hear from him soon.....

I hate people yes i do i hate people how bout you???

Im kinda in a good mood but not fully cuz the whole worring about my friend....

Im slowly beginnging to realize how much im going to miss some of my friends....

Last night i had a concert at hubbard park.....and cuz guils an ass we ran late to senior night so covi and i missed getting our notables by 3 minutes.....grr.....that sucked apparently i had a cheering section chanting Double K.......all cuz of Adam....hes a good kid....got my year book tons of mistakes but thats when you get when like 3 people ( Read more... )

So tonight was the concert....it went ok.....i was very sad cuz one of the many people i invited couldnt make.....well most people couldnt make it but this one kid in paticular i was very sad that he couldnt make it....oh well....so tomorrow im up at the park from like 5-7 hopefully its over sooner than 7 cuz then i have to book it to senior night ( Read more... )

Hmm lets see people are still fucking lying to me when will they ever learn.....Ive also started to question who my friends really are so im running a little test if my friends want to talk to me they can contact me im not going to do it....if people are my friends they can call me and say hey....lets see what else is going on oh yes i realized the ( Read more... )

Soo.....prom wasnt bad.....the music sucked though..i dont think my date and i could have been anymore akward...and i couldnt help but laugh at his dancing....but it was fun ( Read more... )