Lifes not going so good at home assholes back again for the 4th time. I havent been trying to stay home. But good things are happening lauras getting a job she starts tuesday, but it has flaws like i wont be able to talk to her much and every other weekend is gone now. I'm trying to move out and get a appt with buckwheat and hes liek laura can ( Read more... )

Me And my Laura have been together for 11 months and one day. I am so happy we have lasted and I hope we keep going. This is one girl I'd like to have around for a long long long time. I love you baby.

I don't know whats going on with people lately. It scares me, I don't try t mess anything up. I get the silent treatment. Work has really been stressing me out and all I want is a nice world to come home to at night. I don't know anymore about anything. I can't wait till holloween maybe that will be one holiday no one reuins.... lol its the only ( Read more... )

worlds kinda going backwards for me lately i dont know whats going on and how everything will turn out and im so worried and scared right now. I notice theres something missing to the other person.... i have no clue what.I don't want to have something so good in my life go bad. everything i touch turns to dust.

I don't know whats wrong wit hme lately I'm odd and i worry myself. When I was younger I used to be so full of hopes and dreams and now that I am older I realize I'll never acheive them. I'm lost in a small world of my own damnness. Everything seems so cloudy to me I need to realize whats in front of me and what should be left behind me. ( Read more... )

apparently i mthe dumbest fuck thats ever lived. I can't do shit right. I'm so tired of being me I am shit and thats what I'm always going to be. I deserve nothing at all not even life. I'm just a giant ass in the crack of humanity. I doubt anyone would even miss me if I left. God knows everyone would get what they wanted... happiness. I just feel ( Read more... )

is someone going to kill me yet..........

Me and laura are doing swell im playing a game with her and its kinda cool, but there are thigns I don't like but least its a free online game and u dont have to be a member. I wanna get higher lvls than her so I can help her when she needs me too. i like to be depended on, shes the only one that does. im gonan go with my laura to a fair thingy i ( Read more... )

thinking really kills me life throws curveballs at me. i think i handle them alright sometimes. me and laura are doing well. i do love her the most ive ever loved anyone. i wanan end up with her and make her the happiest shes ever been. my heart pounds for her the most it ever has in my whole life. i really think she will be the one. i hope so much

laura i miss you sorry ima cock head. i should think before i say anything. i am stupid so im sorry. im a real jackass. but i love you. so im sorry.