Every year on my birthday, I go through a bit of a rough moment.  I was adopted 3 days after being left in the hospital by my birth mother.  Essentially an orphan in the world, a baby with no human touch, no love, no hope.  My birthday is always one that is reflective.  This year I pondered about what kind of man I am ( Read more... )

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I've been singing this all day in my head.  Every year I get introverted around my birthday.  It's typically the 3 days between my birthday and the day I was adopted.  It's always been my orphan time, and usually (besides Christmas) the loneliest time of year for me.

 My birthday is in 6 days.  Typically people forget, and the day passes with no hoopla.

I hope this year is not one of those years.

 I've had a great weekend.  Hung with friends... it was nice ( Read more... )

 Let's see.... what's new ( Read more... )

 Summer 2009 has been the summer of change for me.  So much has happened in such a short period of time, I'm still just trying to roll with the punches.

Through everything I've found this inner strength that I forgot that I had for a while.  It's good.

I've had a lot of ups and downs in a short period of time, but overall... it's been necessary for ( Read more... )

Today is my friday!  So glad to go home and.......

Then this weekend going camping out on the OP again.  Soooo stoked to see the pacific ocean and the stacks.

Four day work week next week, then off to Florida for 10 days.

I stayed awake tonight into the twilight.  It's my favorite time of day.

It's also the time when I miss him the most.  We used to sit on the patio and look out over the mountains, usually after a crazy night, smoke a cigarette, and just talk.  We always talked.  There were times between the night before and the day ahead when I would unload some of ( Read more... )

So here's what's booked on the calendar for the next month ( Read more... )

So I found out today I got the new job!  I'm going to be a client coordinator for an upscale professional match making company.  The owner of the company said she wants to move me up rather quickly to a management position within 6 months.  The job I applied for will be giving me a signifigant pay increase, and the management position would be ( Read more... )