so yeah ( Read more... )

so yeah. im home. i guess theres some explaining to do ( Read more... )

Basic Belief: I am helpless. Strategy: Attachment Representation of self as powerless and ineffectual; belief that others are powerful and in control Here are the typical beliefs that they have listed for Dependent Personality Disorder ( Read more... )

so ive seriously, seriously, seriously decided to make some BIG changes in my life. Starting, well, yesterday, i am no longer going to play this "woe is me" game. im not a victim of anything or anyone, other than myself. i play these games, and im the one who loses. i no longer want to have this fear of true communication. i need to take risks or ( Read more... )

i dont want any of this anymore ( Read more... )

Dressed to kill you look so right
i am drunk with lust tonight
your wounds are opening wide
and the might be just my size
Now im afraid of open water but i
often bathe in sin
lets be honest
you know you shouldnt bother
'cause with me its impossible to win
there was always warmth between us

i thought things would go better.
i thought wrong, as always.
is it that i set myself up for the fall?

i dont deserve this boy whos being so nice to me

its snowing and that can only mean one thing if it keeps going: my plane being delayed. it better not. i have a very important meeting tomorrow...

of course, with me not being home id like to know whats happening down there. i feel absolutely horrible knowing that someone who was so close to prom, to graduation, someone having his entire life in front of him was taken yet some of us who dont treasure life are still here ( Read more... )

i didnt know the kid, only knew that he lived two doors down from me and worked at publix. the thing that hits me hard is he was MY age. not older not younger, but the same age as ME--and most of you. it makes you think about the things that you do daily, such as driving, and shows that we really cant control what happens to us. i havent believed ( Read more... )