so today i have to work from 11-1 (pointless!) then go to court @ 2 for that stupid drinking citation. i think tim is picking me up from work & taking me to the courthouse, but i'm not 100% sure because i haven't actually talked to him myself (dumb idea). jess is the one who said that he got off work to take her & cody, & she said he would take me ( Read more... )

this song totally sums up everything i feel about my current lovelife situations i keep getting into. completely. THANK YOU LIZ PHAIR! hahah:

"Fuck and Run" by Liz Phair:

"I woke up alarmed
I didn't know where I was at first
Just that I woke up in your arms
And almost immediately I felt sorry
'Cause I didn't think this would happen again
No matter what I ( Read more... )

January:
 "Dear, dear! How queer everything is today! And yesterday things went on just as usual. I wonder if i've been changed in the night? Let me think: Was I the same when I woke up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if i'm not the same, the next question is, Who in the world am I? Ah, that's the great ( Read more... )

with each day i'm growing more and more certain (and afraid) that my only friends are my co-workers. is it sad that i seem to rather spend time with them than anyone else? i love my (few) friends, i really do, but what i love even more is joking around with/talking to the people i work with. & it really kindof sucks that, even though i'm invited, i ( Read more... )

hmm lets see.. got a drinking citation friday night (saturday morning?!) over a completely blown-out-of-proportion-rediculously-stupid misunderstanding-typedeal. that wasn't confusing.. haha. but whatever, i have to go to court december 16th @ 2:00. someone go with me!! uhhh anyways. thanksgiving's thursday, and, well. my dad & laura (his ( Read more... )

so uhhhh, i woke up today @ 10 to go to work. went in at 11 & it was so slow i got cut at 1.. so i got up early to work 2 hours, YAY.. :(. but uh, the day was really alright because lauren let me borrow her rainjacket (which is bright yellow & i was wearing my yellow pants so i felt like bigbird, hah!) & i walked to the bank right down the street, ( Read more... )

AHHH. so i was outside after work tonight waiting for my ride, & beau (manager) walks out, kinda drunk--but still, & starts asking me when i'm gonna start serving. & i'm still really nervous about it but i don't know why! i just don't wanna get in anyone's way & ahh i just don't know. but he said that i have real potential and what if i'm "the one ( Read more... )

i miss working with kids. going to growing child & having thomas come up to me and show me his snowflake, then sneeze all over it. feeding them mac & cheese on wednedays and always eating more than a plate. morgan always drawing so good she should be moved up to the graduating class (atleast i thought!) i still have all of their little "diary's" ( Read more... )

so halloween was fun as shit. went to work @ 12 dressed up in my costume. only will dressed up during the day, but at night all the servers and managers & bartenders were dressed up, & it was so silly. i'm getting paul to make me a copy of the halloween 08 pictures that he put on a disc for the resteraunt. i got off early around 9ish & julia picked ( Read more... )

weirrrrd weird weird night, lemme tell you. hahah. well whatever, tomorrows HALLOWEEEEEEN! i'm working from 12-about 9:30/10ish, but i wanna party afterwards! we get to dress up & wear our costumes to work, so by the time i get out i'll be all ready for the night, so hit me uppp. BUT. i have no ride to work tomorrow morning, so i have to take a cab ( Read more... )