My prayers have been answered... What an incredible God we have... i could not ask for more right now ( Read more... )

I have no idea what's going on. I don't understand why this all happened. I wish I could explain how i feel right now, but words can't describe how i feel, how my heart feels. My mind is running rampant... and it's all about you. I don't think i've had any other thought in my mind since it happened. This doesn't even make sense. This makes no ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I can't stop shaking. I'm single, and yet, I'm in love. It's probably the worst feeling in the world. I feel like i'm going to throw up. I have no one to talk to. My best friend has been in the hospital the past few days, and my other best friend is camping. I can't stop shaking ( Read more... )

I guess i never really thought about using lj as someone to talk to. I always end up having so much on my mind, and no one to talk to about it. It sucks ( Read more... )

I am posting this solely so that Laura will add me on livejournal ( Read more... )

Decided I'd start up my LJ again. I've had way too much time to think lately. And so I have tons to talk about. Last weekend of july... camping in vermont with michelle and etta... best time ever. I love Lake Willoughby, it's the most beautiful and serene place i've ever seen. i LOVE camping. Soulfest, oh man, soooo good. It's just a shame ( Read more... )

so... i'm officially, 100%, not strings attatched single. It's going to be hard. Super hard. But we both feel the best thing for us, and EVERYONE is to just, detach. It's obviously not going to be easy to get over my first love. But hey, everyone does it, right? It's times like these we learn to love again. So... who knows. I'm just going ( Read more... )

So things have been quite rough lately, to say the least. Sarah and i went on a break over 3 weeks ago. It has now turned into me being single... for good, it seems. She just doesn't respect my feelings, and i don't like that, at all. It's been really hard for me, not being able to act the same way towards her anymore. It's going to be hard to ( Read more... )

I wish I could go back to november '05. Back when things were easy. When I didn't spend 3 or 4 nights a month crying myself to sleep. It's always because of me. I always start everything. I know that. But why do I do it? It's not because i'm an asshole, it's because i expect that you can see what's wrong, and do something about it. But i ( Read more... )

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