I just realized something. I know... revelation, isn't it? Considering half my posts consist of things I realize (the other half being songs and quizzes), I must be pretty dense and people must be pretty sick of my whining. Still I gotta post it somewhere and, who knows?, someone might find it enlightening ( Read more... )

Another turning point; a fork stuck in the road ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of me. Sick of being the weird one. Sick of having zero follow-through. Sick of being the quiet one in the corner, overlooked by choice. Of being just out of sync. Of being an almost. Of being "unique". Because this whole mode of being has gotten me absolutely bubkus. And its my fault, to boot. I have no reason why I couldn't be ( Read more... )

I was just in an accident.

I hate my life.

To clarify: I'm fine. My car is, to my knowledge, fine. The other people are fine. I don't wanna talk about it anymore except to say its not helping my mood.

What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Birthdate: March 11
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"If there's no great glorious end to all this, if nothing we do matters, then everything we do matters. Cuz that's all there is. What we do. Now. Today. I fought for so long for redemption, for reward... finally just to beat the other guy, but I never got it ( Read more... )

How sad is it when you and your roommate are sitting in the same room silently updating your seperate livejournals? Big geeks. Oh yeah.

I dunno why but I'm feeling pretty down right now. There's utterly no reason... I just feel an overwhelming sense of regret.

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To all my RL friends! How do y'all feel about doing a potluck Thanksgiving dinner sometime soon? Obviously not on Thanksgiving itself, but around there. It just doesn't seem right to me to be giving thanks for everything but you folks.

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