Comments | dougwt: I'm sorry to say, it's happened before...

dougwt

I'm sorry to say, it's happened before...

Oct 16, 2002 01:11

I hate always being right. I know that sounds very concieted, but I usually am when it comes to everyone but myself. The only problem is, no one really listens to me. They say they will, but won't and then, when it's all over and I was right they say "why didn't I listen to you Doug?" and I look at them wondering the same exact question. And ( Read more... )

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lessthanaverage October 16 2002, 12:38:24 UTC

Doug my friend. you are a wise individual, and a good friend.
I appreciate every piece of advice you've ever given me. But you are right.
You need to help yourself before you can help anyone else. I myself have realized that lately.
You and I are the same person I swear. I'm always the advice giver, the shoulder to cry on. And lately I stopped caring about my problems and worked on everyone elses. I think we're just too nice. So it's time to cut the "nice guy" routine and be selfish for a while.
Let's have that drink now.
much <3

anonymous October 17 2002, 18:22:33 UTC

I LOVE MY BROTHER,HE'S ALWAYS TAKING SHIT.
HE'S JUST NOT LIKE THE OTHER KIDS.

stinkeroo anonymous October 18 2002, 07:43:38 UTC

doug what the fuck....im a piece of shit aren't i...j/k man..j/k...yeah ive been really down lately with everything from parents to best friends....i don't know what the fuck is going on anymore man...i get really confused sometimes..i don't even know what i get confused about is the funny thing.....WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK....ahhh....damn man i need a smoke...but you know what when i puke everything seems better...its a stress rreleiver....like the song goes...i guess its ok i puked the day away(the used)....and plus ive been trying my hardest to not let any feelings get to me...i think im going insane...you know how insane people are just really curious...thats how i am right now....im thinking i wonder what would happen if i put a gun to my head and pulled the trigger..would anything happen...or would i just wake up from this horrible nightmare that is so-called life...or what would happen if i just went away...go to another state...better yet country....and live a whole new life...one where people have no idea ( ... )

Re: stinkeroo anonymous October 18 2002, 21:26:30 UTC

i could've gone without today...nobody feel sorry for me anymore..

Re: stinkeroo anonymous October 19 2002, 08:51:31 UTC

disregard all these messages

hey its lisa(thatusetobeinshitty56) ;-) xprettyinplaidx October 22 2002, 07:25:23 UTC

i stummbled apon your journal..and when i read this, i thought i was reading something a wrote awhile ago. i am the same way..or so it seems. i am quick to help others with their problems and find them solutions..but when it comes to my own problems i just fall through the cracks it seems. i guess it easier for us to help b/c we have gone through so much and do hold some very improtant advice..but what good is advice when you share it and its ignored..and that person still gets hurt. it hurts you.. after reading your journal alittle i see that your really wise, and don't give up on the "helping others" thing..b/c you will see that your friends will always need you. take some time for yourself..and drink up some heart warming booze..and if you ever need someone to listen to you, i always having a willing ear.

aim-xsilentwhisperx
email-xprettyinplaidx@aol.com

later gator(or something like that)
<3lisa

Re: hey its lisa(thatusetobeinshitty56) ;-) xprettyinplaidx October 22 2002, 12:38:23 UTC

i want to have a pizza party!k

Thanks dougwt October 23 2002, 21:47:42 UTC

Thanks to you Jess and to you Kevin and to you Lisa. I love you all and you all help me out in so many ways. I'm always here for you guys too...remember that ;)