oh my god
i'm so upset right now

the taste of chaos ticket i ordered on 17th hasnt come in the mail yet...
it's supposed to come to my dad's work adress and he obviously won't be there saturday or sunday....
the show is monday.

noone can make a difference
noone can make it better

i'm so upset.........

so while other people are getting their licences......

today i just got my lp...hmmm

applause?

<^>
so i guess noone cares about roadkill.
i need to go buy a canvas. i have this great idea for a painting. come with me. it'll be a nice adventure.

that crazy store today... fun time. tons of great people. <3 ( Read more... )

i had a bad nightmare last night. it was like a scary movie combining all the scary movies and previews i've seen. i was really scared and i couldnt fall asleep for a while after. and when i did the dream continued....i hated that.so i had to wake up again. at that time i had a sick desire to cuddle with someone. agh ( Read more... )

i went to some stores. just came back. i looked at some dvds and games and there were so many i wanted to buy ( Read more... )

yea so everyone liked my belt, right? calvin klein does wonders.

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saturday morning woke up at 4 a.m. We had to ne in NYC at 9 for Pratt open house. pratt was ok. i'm not too hot about it ( Read more... )

i really will kill you if i can't have you
thats actually not true but feels nice to say

Please Come Over And Keep Me Company.

so far, there are three boys i like/liked/willalwayslike and want/wanted/willalwayswant to socialize with and two of them showed affection and basically made me like them but then ditched me. one day when i'm rich and ( Read more... )

Today is my grandfather's birthday. Too bad he's dead. It has been a year and a half maybe?....i don't even know.

I really miss him a lot. He was probably the nicest person i've ever known.

I can't believe I will never be able to show him the art I make.

boy do i love it when people ditch me. i'm not initiating anything ever again.

she's pretty


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