fuck you.

i've gotten used to hating myself. friday and part of saturday was a good excuse away from that. i learned that some people do like me. and a nice lady thinks im cute. =) but to distract myself from my essay on potatoes i took a quiz that made me angry. enjoyy.

How to make a down___andout
Ingredients:

5 parts anger

1 part self-sufficiency
5 parts ( Read more... )

hmmmm. i'm feeling weird lately. like nothing is really getting to me. seriously like my teacher will say something and it goes in one ear and out the other. and my eyes hurt too. and i got a random bruise on my arm. every little thing has been making me happy. and everything is funny to me. wowwww. that was cool. my screen just like... moved. it ( Read more... )

i hate people so much. like they dont even know. and im so confused about things. and i hear lots of things. and i dont even know anything anymore. and i've been feeling awefully stupid lately. but on the plus mr. gloverooo has been awefully talkative and hott. hmmm. you never know. im scared for summer. i dont want to leave everyone. =( im just so ( Read more... )

im done. im done. i hate this. i hope i fall off the face of the earth so all of you can be happy.

1st off. im stupid to have even cared about a fathead of a boy. i just had to have everybody know that :)
2nd off i hate daniel cofey [[christine's boyfriend]]
314: well april you make my life like shit when ever you and christy fight becuase you act liek a the BIGGEST Bitch ever when you to fight and then everythig gets fucking horrible so how ( Read more... )

we've been hurting a long time. trying hard for this.
we all have sizeable scars. we got it.
you'd break it all apart. we got it.
we can make it work like this.

and he was so nervous to meet me and come to my house for the first time ( Read more... )

i've been feeling really good for a while. and then for no reason i just build EVERYTHING up thats been bothering me and i have to cry about it. i hate it. what a retard i am. ad to top it all off i listen to the saddest songs. im a smarty pants i swear. atleast my loverr wont leave me. doesnt she look good? standing in her underwear.i've got ( Read more... )

the past week has been wonderful.
i love you.

chris is an asshole. i just needed to tell you all. he LIES for 3 effing months about thing that YOU DONT lie about. AND friggen A i DIDNT mope around about him. he doesnt deserve people to mope about him. lsaikhfalsugadkjlfbqkegyadkglv. i just cant beleive his fat ass excuses. i dont feel like ACTUALLY being a jerk to him though because im NOT ( Read more... )