my grandpa had to have his leg amputated ( Read more... )

i officially have strep throat, its been years since i've had it
and i forgot how awful and shitty it feels
i haven't left the couch/ me bed all week and it is wed.
and i still don't feel great and i have to work at 6:3- tomorrow morning
ehhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate playing catch up

2008 is only 10 days old
and already, its been a trippy year...

but things finally seem to be setteling down, well at least money/ new car wise
i finally have enough hours at my job to cover my car payment and new much higher insurance, along with gas for the month.
i like my new car, but i miss my old one, i only got to have it for 4 months, but this ( Read more... )

i  feel so overwhelmed...
i hate everything about finals...
bahhh

i can't wait for them to be overrrrrr

p.s. i would give anything to be able to see modest mouse perform every week of my life...
i would be the happiest person.really.

 i always feel like coming home will be agood thing

but i always get let down

the only things that are a constent in canton are my dog and my mom 
and i alway just end up missing kalamazoo

 well i thought i would wright a nice entry for once

school is going relativly well, my classes aren't too overwhelming  and for the most part i enjoy them.
i have officaly declared a minor and if i keep up with 16 credits a semester i will be graduating on TIME!! :] not including hte 6 credits i hope to get by studying abroad this summer (( which ( Read more... )

 i am in a funk again

damn it

i miss my dog, and my mom

i am a dumb ass

i some how lost my phone friday night
and then saturday night lost the ability to use my right eye

sooo
awsome...

seriously my eye looks sick.
way to go me

  yesterdays news hit me harder then i thought, i just can't stop thinking about all the people that were close to her...
i just feel so bad, i don't even know what i would do....
it's just depressing :(

 reasons this year is looking like it is going to be the best ( Read more... )