wow, i just realized what an asshole i am. i also just realized that i love her about the begining of something more wondful and amazing than before ( Read more... )

resent ( Read more... )

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i want to vomit. i want to die. painfully. anything other than this is better one-hundred fold. i need sleep, and i need some sort of narcotic, so i can stop feeling this way.

the end?

forever yours,
§
'the dude'

man, i am tired. that is all.

signed,
§
'the dude'

well, i just pulled another all nighter, but it really isn't for me, because i slept till four post-meridiem yesterday. i watched LOTR: fellowship of the ring and one-half of LOTR: the two towers, so i would say that i accomplished a lot today/yesterday. i get to see annie today. that is good. i think i am going to make a cd, because i feel like it ( Read more... )

lately i've been divulging myself into several different and equally good musical genres, and i have come to the conclusion that some songs are simply perfect. every once and a while, you come across a song that is simply perfect, and puts you into a place that you can never really get to. for me, thin lizzy's 'the boys are back in town' is one of ( Read more... )

wow, two months today. it seems like a lot longer, but it also seems like it has gone by really quickly as well. it reminds me of 'the jerl' with steve martin, when he has been going out with this girl for 2 weeks, and he is talking about how each day seemed like 2 days, and some felt like a week and a half, but then some just felt like regular ( Read more... )

i've really been listening to a lot of the format lately, and john and molly were right: they are amazing. i really have been expanding my musical horizons a lot in the past week or so.

i also really like someone. i like them a lot. you know who you are.

it is andrea leigh parmelly, duh. i really like her a lot and i am actually in love with her ( Read more... )

wow, i am really upsetsadconfusedworriedscaredmaddissapointedfurioushopefuldistraughtdefeatedbroken and i don't know what to do about it. i just have to wait. and wait i shall. i'm going crazy just sitting here, i need to be doing something. god, what have i done ( Read more... )