well, its been a a crazy week. my mom kicked me out last week, so i have been bouncing around lately. living out of my backpack. pretty lame. it sucks dude, no home, no license, no family to fall back on, no plans, i haven't even got my damned GED yet its weeeeeeeeeeeaaaaak. court dates in like 2 weeks too. i hate staying at peoples houses, i've ( Read more... )

so i went and saw The Used tonight, Donut spotted me the money, and it fucking rocked. maybe the best show i've seen. people went insane for them. and the mosh was nuts, i knocked this dude twice my size on his ass, and he got up, i thought he was gonna kill me, but he shook my hand and we jumped back in. i went crowd surfing 3 times, which i haven ( Read more... )

Jaysos chroist does everyone suck. Goddamn I am so sorry for everything I have ever said. “twust is so important to me, I weawy have twust issues” “my life Is so bad, wah wah wah.” Everyone says the same fucking things. Goddamn its so friggin cliché and stereotypical to bitch and be depressed. And not sleeping is cool to! Am I a stupid whiny ( Read more... )

So, whats up. My mom gave me awhile longer before she kicks me out because I just got a car. Which is sweet. We found a house, well Cook and Jake did, but its for Cook, Jake, Joe, Frenchy and I. 1600 a month, but we need a 3200 down, with the security deposit. No utilities are included, so we still have to pay water, heat, electricity, cable, ( Read more... )

i've got to stop writing in here when im messed up, i say the silliest things.

today Josh said to me "wow dude, are you ever gonna get out of bed?" it was like 5 o clock and the sun was already setting. goddamn so much shot into my head. like, why should i? whats the point? so i can sit in my room alone and get drunk and high until i pass out again? or maybe, i can go out and get drunk and high then come home and pass out ( Read more... )

we played don't touch the ground tag for two hours tonight. Me, Frenchman, and Joe. it was cool. did some crazy ass shit. i want to get a bunch of people and play a huge game. Joe gave me back my bacardi. which im wicked pissed about. ok, one night Cook and Jake call me up and say they have a quarter, and wanna hang out. i say cool, i got half a ( Read more... )

if you've been with me at all these past few days, or even talked to me, you must understand my black hair theory now. look at what has happened... if you can't see it i'll tell you, though i feel uncomfortable talking about it in here due to the people who read it, im sure only people who i will tell it to anyways will ask. to many people i don't ( Read more... )

$462.20. thats it. thats all i need to friggin pay to get my license back. thats so fucking sweet. i will have my license back in less than two weeks. and my cousin is giving me her car. also Cookie says he bought me a truck but i haven't seen it yet. but goddamn, im so happy. you'd laugh if i told you my reason for getting my license back. so ( Read more... )

Sooooo not a very eventful day. Smoked endless at Cookies last night. Goddamn yesterday was fun though, im sitting here all outta bud, so im drinking myself nuts, halfa handle of bacardi down, and April and AJ give me a call. Want me to watch their dog, im like yeha sure whatever, well for watching JuJu they give me like 5 bowl packs. So I go over ( Read more... )