so today was pretty good. got out of school brought sakina to get her ears pierced and hung out wityh joey and jon. joeys modem broke so he cant go on xbox live or the internet kinda sucks... so then me and joey went to the mall to buy magic cards and then to the store to buy his grandma flowers just cuz. then i came home to a message from tom and ( Read more... )

so just to some things up... me and dave got into a huge arguement and he said a bunch of shit that felt like a blade ripping through my heart. i cant believe that i could love someone so much and yet have it mean nothing... nothing at all. well not anymore at least.. its amazing what we could have had. someitmes i just wish things would just work ( Read more... )

so yesterday i went to give blood and finally was able to. i think its becaus ive been taking a lot of iron pills.... not that its real iron....but still... maybe thats the reason i got to dance, collapsed on the floor and then threw up... i was still wicked dizzy but i managed to drive home. then i texted dave because he said to call him and ( Read more... )

today made me sleepy and crabby. josh left at 1230 last night and i went to bed right after... i slept until 1130 and was still tired... maybe im coming down with something... if so im be pretty pissed.. josh is sick so maybe i caught something from him. *sigh* so i came home today to find out i ahve a new puppy! lol her name is storm and shes a ( Read more... )

its nice waking up to someone in ther morning :) its been a while.... last person was dave.... *sigh* good times....

"ill love you forever" he says to her... yeah, the same forever he promised me? its not worth being upset about... perhaps she can make him happier than i could. its quite obvious.... oh well, im just not going to thin about it and itll be okay. as long as no one brings it up and me and emma dont get sad together things will be fine. at least we ( Read more... )

today was pretty cool. me and emma were late to school as usual however be brought our teacher hot chocolate so it made up for it ha ha. ive decided to take the apprenticeship to become an herbalist :) yay for me. its going to be hard though. so i talked to trish and we are starting our belly dance class in 2 weeks... nothing like taking up more ( Read more... )

so last night was cool, after work me josh joey and rae went to the big e. we went on some rides and rode the elephant yay! so then we went to denneys and my mom was like be home for 1... i said that we had just gotten there, a little after 12 and i wasnt sure when we were going to get our food. so she called at like 10 of 1 and said i was late and ( Read more... )

so, i decided i was going to go see david today.... i didnt care that he didnt want to see me... i just needed to talk to him. so i called everyone to see if they could come but everyone had to work so i decided to go by myself. i stopped by hot topic and they had the belt buckle that dave said he wanted a long time ago... so i got it... i figured ( Read more... )

so i found out my mom talked to david online the other day... apparently i broke his heart and he tried to talk to me but i just yelled at him....? um okay.... as far as i can recall, i was crying on the phone with him begging him to at least let us be friends... he didnt want anything to do with it. well actually let me correct that... he was ( Read more... )