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[Private to Students]
So. Um...I just wanted to say that the rumours weren't true, I didn't try to kill myself. I just got hurt, and had to spend a few days in the infirmary, but I'm fine now, so please stop saying that I attempted suicide. It's absolutely not true, and I really am tired of answering everyone's questions, although most are well-intentioned. Thanks.
[Private]
Except now I want to. There's nothing left. My parents are gone, Terry's gone, and now--Anthony and Kevin. God, I miss them both so much it hurts. Just having to see them in the dorm tonight was enough to nearly snap my resolve, but...this is for the best. It has to be. I'll only keep hurting them both otherwise.
It's better to just hurt myself.