the belchere family

[downsodacracker]

auntie bea is dead. lizabeth the dog is also dead. grandma has lung cancer. my life feels like a very slow horror movie with cancer instead of chainsaws and old age instead of zombie epidemics. after a while you stop counting bodies and you stop noticing the plot. you know, this isn't a good analogy. forget i said anything.

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[puchuu]

im sorry...
my mom has cancer so...i kinda know how you feel.
she looks really different, so it's going to be hard living with her.
but im glad im going to be with her more often now, only say her 3 times while ive been gone

[downsodacracker]

oh man that's terrible! i know nothing about close family sickness. i'm so sorry. your mom seems pretty tough though you know?

[a_mercedes]

Sorry for your loss and troubles, sweetpea. If you or your grandma want to talk to someone, my mom is always willing to share her cancer tips. Be strong <3

[downsodacracker]

your mom has cancer tips? all my mom's cancer tips involve freckles that are secretly evil freckles.

i'm doing fine, though. it's just uncomfortable that it keeps happening over and over. i've only ever been to one wedding other than my own and five funerals. my coping with grief starts to feel like alienating myself from my emotions.