also, i have smoked myself stupid.

[downtheavenue]

i have felt like my formative years are being undone. i need to re-order my priorities. i need to keep a diary and sing more, because writing and music keep me honest. i was going through this phase where i didn't create anything because i am scared of what it might say

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right there with you.

[taeyeoun]

i got pulled into taking fiction again, again with john crowley whom i've had for three terms, because suddenly i was scared of what would happen if i didn't take a fiction class.

not enough people applied for this course, so i guess my professor was just as desperate as i am.

people admired the last story i submitted because it was technically all there. everything fit together and it was an "intellectually rewarding" experience. but emotionally, everyone agreed, it was dry. i almost miss writing super-sappy all-emotion and no-technique work.