apparently i fucked up ( Read more... )

guess what!, i love back massages! i should get them more often! *ahem*. anyway yeah that was fun. um band camp was fun full of time warps and transvestites like david ( Read more... )

my piano was just tuned. a big event in my day. but anyway, its my 2nd day as "section leader who really has no authority" but despite that well known fact i actually get things done. i just wonder what will happen when the rest of the section corrupts the new good kids. but hey its my last year i want it to be good but if its gonna suck then oh ( Read more... )

i played at the internatl piano competition and it was fun. my role was very very minor but at least i was there for those of you that werent. and i met some great great people. hehe umm yeah. and havent updated in a while. so thats what i'm doin now. i watched rocky horror picture show for the first time, i saw it before but never all the way ( Read more... )

they disappeared!

sooo ( Read more... )

ok so apparently i'm scaring some people with my online ventures, but i'm being careful, and nothing usually comes out of them i ususally enever get to see the people i talk to, but just to set the records straight, (not like me) i'm talkin to a guy named tony and a guy named mark, tony's 15 and likes me alot apparently, "i wish i could just curl ( Read more... )

sorry i havent in awhile, but you know me, my life is just teemin with screamin, and all that good stuff. but ya know. i'm goin for the big 5 weeks that i havent seen my friends. its no fun someone should fix this. i've been on alot of dates, strange isnt it, so in my love realm things are doin great sort of, its still really hard to go anywhere ( Read more... )

i forgot to say thanks for the advice

due to recent advice-giving, i have given up waiting for things to change, i agree, but i think i meant waiting as a term of something other than waiting, sort of like that state where you just sit around not waiting for things just merely bored with the way things are but not necessarily waiting, omething like that