im so depressed i could die! i desperately need to live in my own little bubble i think... it was easy enough at my parents house because during the day my mom was outside and at night everyone was asleep... it was easy enough to pretend that i was alone ( Read more... )

i am so pissed at my manager... i like him as a person but as a worker he sucks ( Read more... )

eben left saves the day and on their huge ass fucking tour they are not coming here again... oh i could cry... i cant believe it! why oh why oh why...

alright... road trip... im serious... whos coming?

the oar show was freakin awesome!! luke and i went and had a great time... the two opening bands sucked ass so we smoked some pot and then when oar was about to play we got really close ( Read more... )

got all my shit moved in yesterday... it took all of my family's help to do it... and its funny... im the only one with all of my shit moved in... maybe shawn does i dont know... but rebecca still has to get her bed out here ( Read more... )

yesterday i got into this conversation with a customer... he came up to my regisiter and was like hey! how ya doin? and i said i was better when i didnt have customers... i asked him if hed ever seen clerks because im like the female version of randal... and he said oh you always close up? and i said not i look at hermaphriditic porn ( Read more... )

gas isnt something i usually bitch about... just because i dont understand and dont pretend about how gas is priced... i just accept it... which i the easiest way for me to deal with it ( Read more... )

i just got off work.. i have to work for the next 4 days and i move in 12... im scurred... i wish i could take my cat... but i dont think shed like it... i couldnt do that to her ( Read more... )

got an apartment today... with one of my friends from work... her name is rebecca... and we GOT AN APARTMENT TODAY we move august 22nd... its a two bed two bath 850 a month ( Read more... )

took some sleeping pills
but i cant feel them working
i even took three!

i should be asleep
in my strange real time dream world
my only escape

i like all my dreams
because they are just like books
vivid and detailed

and once i get out
only by diving deep in
i have to wake up

off to disconnect
but i will reconnect soon
for it is my fate