am I more than you bargained for yet?

Sep 07, 2010 20:32

Today felt more uneventful than usual. Yes, I know school is not always the most fun thing in the world, but today was just... boring. Art was cool.

Okay so I just switched my header from this : 

to a new one. I felt like it was a year and that it was time to switch it. Like, my old one was about what I was going through back then -- boy troubles. Boy troubles as in my lusting/liking a guy who I had talked to all of twice. Yeah, that was a great experience. Anyway, I like the new one. And I implemented Inguna Butane again, because she's the prettiest model I have ever seen. Ever. I wish I looked like her, haha. Anyway, the old lyrics were, "You'll never be alone again; you're more than in my head." I have to admit, I was quite a stalker with the last guy. Stalking his myspace almost every day. Yeah, I was crazy.

The new one, though -- I think it's more relating to my life and not just boys. "I wish we could open our eyes to see in all directions at the same time." I think that has to do a lot with viewing things from a new perspective (as my English teacher wants me to do, bahah). Anyway, still very Inguna Butane themed, which isn't a bad thing. She's gorgeous. I need a livejournal icon with her in it, as a matter of fact. Haha.

This week should (hopefully) go by very quickly. I have a football game on Friday, as well as a party and then possibly hanging out with the best friend this weekend to make shirts for another football game where I will attempt to pick up guys. Woo. It's not that I'm not confident in myself, but my guy-picking-up abilities leave a lot to be desired. Like, I want a date to a homecoming. Soooooooo I need to do that then and there, or else I'm pretty much done with homecomings this year after mine.

My homecoming is in less than three weeks though and I don't even have a dress, eek. I want a one shoulder dress, something short and cute. But I'm not sure where the hell I'd find one and I'm pretty much broke, so I am going to be rummaging through thrift stores first. Sometimes you can find some sweet deals in them, some sweet, sweet deals. I got a pair of American Eagle jeans there once. They were skinny flares but I had my mom convert them into skinny jeans and now they're my favorite pair. I also got a really cute halter top from there, but I can't really wear it too often because first of all, it makes my boobs look ridiculous and second of all it's not dress code at my school. Ahh well. I get away with it sometimes.

So this school week hopefully will speed by and this weekend will be crammed, what with football games, partying, friends, homework, and dress shopping. I am probably going to kill myself by the end of September from this busy schedule (not literally, hah). I can deal with it, though. If anyone can, I definitely am that person.

I talked to my counselor today and she gave me a ton of brochures and booklets. Apparently my DREAM COLLEGE <3 UCBerkeley has an acceptance rate of only 26.6%. Eek. I don't know how I'm going to manage it! But with swimming, if I can become the captain -- there's my leadership activity. And I have good grades. I got a 4.25 last term and I should be getting that this term as well (most of my grades are like 97% at the moment. Yes I am aware that I've only been in school for a month but it is still an accomplishment). I just need to make sure my English and Algebra grades stay up there.

Next term is going to be more difficult though. AP environmental, spanish, AP us history... I am considering dropping an elective and going with early release to buy me some time after school in the library to work on homework, etc. We will see how that goes. I know how I function on five hours of sleep. I can do it, but I feel like CRAP the entire week.

That's all for nowwww. :) Only three more school days to get through until Friday!

boys, college, life, school

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