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girl i never loved one like you
Valentine's Day.
I honestly don't think I've really been in a relationship on Valentine's Day since eighth grade and even then it was iffy. And now -- well, it's iffy again and I'm not sure where this one is going. On one hand, I want to call it off and be completely single again because I don't feel like I'm being fair. As in -- was I ever over my ( Read more... ) -
breathe easy
Today felt like it should have been a day in summer, albeit a cold day for summer. I drove to swim practice around ten thirty and got there at around eleven (probably because I was too scared to merge on the freeway ramp nearest to my house and hit a bunch of lights going the alternate route). My parking skills sucked, but oh well.
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what i mean is all i need is just a little emotion
I had a dream that Nicki Minaj was running for the Tea Party candidate for presidency (or some political office). I honestly have no idea where my head came up with that idea. I'm guessing it had something to do with APUSH or the Daily Show (perhaps because the episode I watched last night had Justin Bieber.. hell, I don't know).
I have freedom ( Read more... ) -
sale el sol
I'm actually the happiest I've been this new year, and I'm not quite sure why. Maybe it's because singing with my classmates during AP environmental hyped me up or something, even though we totally messed up and cracked up for at least a minute before finishing the other half of the song. It was so much fun though, even though I have a kind of bad ( Read more... ) -
time after time
I feel so strange right now. Like I want to be alone and just think and think until I've thought of everything. I complain too much about trivial things. I think I need to relax and just let it go. Maybe cry or something -- just let everything out. I've been holding on stuff for too long. And I think I just need to be with myself and breathe out ( Read more... ) -
melting icicles
It's my last day in Tahoe.
In a way, I'm sad. I feel like the end of a peaceful vacation is arriving -- no more snacking on roasted ham, sugar cookies, rum balls, biscotti, cranberries, enchiladas, fajitas, fattening potatoes smothered with cheese and onions -- and I must return home. Except at home, two of my best friends -- one being my somewhat- ( Read more... ) -
better stand tall if you're going to stand at all
I have to say, this Christmas was pretty amazing, I didn't have high expectations, I must admit, but I had a really good time. I have decided I will need to read the book The Red Tent. And my cousin Carolyn and I decided that we will go to Croatia after my senior year. I think it might actually happen, too, because she just turned thirty -- today ( Read more... ) -
tahoe
I'm in Tahoe. I've been sick with the fever/flu the last couple of days, and hopefully I'm over it now. But I'm not quite sure.
Today has been somewhat dull, full of APUSH homework that my teacher gave me in advance, episodes of Ghost Adventures, CNN, and then staring at Their Eyes Were Watching God but not reading it. Privacy is somewhat limited ( Read more... ) -
i think it's funny
I think it's funny how people can be so unconcerned about government and politics when corruption is happening right in front of their nose ( Read more... ) -
nanowrimo10 (2)
I always felt like her neighbors were watching us from the confines of their homes, behind thick cream-colored draperies with piercing owl-like gazes. We would play outside in the vividly green grass in her front lawn -- a color I have found to only be duplicated on movie screens and television shows -- and not a soul would walk by. It was almost ( Read more... )