more recently, i've been feeling like a more balanced person. thank you, spring semester and late 90's pop and r&b ( Read more... )

i did, i did!

one thing i know for sure is, i am not going to grad school directly after i graduate from edinboro. my portfolio is no where near where it has to be and i'm fine with that. it's comforting being so sure about something in my life, even if it's about nothing. when i'm done here, i'll work and build up my portfolio. hopefully, by then i will be more ( Read more... )

if you want to freak out, look at some joel-peter witkin photographs.

i'm so mad the tyra show website did not help me in my dreams to become a stylist for vogue! thank you tyra for wasting my precious time.

i might be visiting new york city in a couple months.

you could have a UTI and not even know it, get your hands and feet cut off and finally die.

that's reality.

i guess some friendships are only meant to aid you throughout adolescense. i'm learning and coping with that fact only now. i spent a lot of time being nostalgic and living in the past but people change and that's how it is. i have to start embracing my life and what's going on right now. i'm in school, studying to be a legitimate artist, i have ( Read more... )

yesterday was my cousin's 21st birthday, so after work i met up with kel and kristen (birthday lady) and we went out. we ended up at this bar at the southside. an extremely intoxicated guy who also sounded mildly retarded hit on me. i went along with it until james randomly appeared and that was that. i got home after 2:30, read and then went to

it's been my personal goal for the past month and a half. i tried learning from the internet but that's almost impossible especially when your computer is not able to load videos. my mother's boyfriend bought me a book on knitting for christmas but it's still really difficult. i know how to cast on but i haven't figured out the knitting part. i ( Read more... )

yesterday, i went to work feeling like garbage. when i got there, i was so occupied with cleaning up after people that i almost forgot how shitty i felt. people are so into shopping. it's actually pretty disgusting. on my way to work, people were driving like maniacs. i had to leave 50 minutes early just to be on time. i was flicked off a few times ( Read more... )