[locked to Iris]

[doyoulikecake]

[OOC: After numerous journal entries locked to her that received no reply (which I am sure y'all do not want to see spammed out on your flists :P) and unanswered phone calls/texts]

Iris:

If you don't respond to this, I'm cutting off our bond in the assumption you no longer have any investment in our friendship. Please at least talk to me? :(

Comments

[it takes her a little while, but she does eventually respond]

[sophicsulphur]

[a lot of attempts at writing things here scribbled out with thick black lines, most of which were incoherent in the first place]

I'm sorry I don't know what to do

[doyoulikecake]

That's ok. I just want to know what I

[and then the other comments show up and he jumps to those instead]

[and then the floodgates are opened, and she's pouring out stuff]

[sophicsulphur]

I'm worthless

--a guardian, everything

Can't save you or even myself or be an angel or anything

I should just die

[doyoulikecake]

Hey now, don't be so harsh on yourself. You've been through a lot of shit, & I don't know the whole of it but I think I have an idea. But that doesn't mean you're worthless. You're just inexperienced & naive, like any teenager. & while a big part of me kind of wants to say 'I told you so', that's not going to help anything right now.

You should come home, kiddo. We're worried about you.

[sophicsulphur]

sorry-- too much-- I can't

Can't be home for a while

Sorry--

[doyoulikecake]

Are you at least somewhere safe?

[and after a short time longer]

[sophicsulphur]

I never wanted to hurt you

[doyoulikecake]

You didn't. Don't worry.