You Should Know By Now

[dpcballer]

It's bizarre how random things can serve as catalysts for unknown emotions. I was sitting here playing poker, iTunes in the background doing its thing, and then the process began.

3,000 songs on this particular play list and Let Go from The Garden State Soundtrack and Hurt by Johnny Cash just happen to play one right after the other. One moment I

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[drunkpinoi]

I'm drunk, you're my best friend who isn't my best friend at the moment in time. I've thought for almost a year now maybe perhaps you're just lost and need time alone, but I'm drunk and contemplating on the many conversations we've had and the times we've rejoiced in one anothers company. You have my number, you kno where I live, fuck you kno what my life is completely and utterly about yet I've no call from you, we've still yet to have our "talk". I never abandoned you and hated you, I merely let you go on your own path of self deprication, maybe stopped caring kinda and if you no longer care whatsoever about our friendship to continue then I am sorry and let it go forth with the beers we drink at a mutual friends house. Let it commence forth from there and let it be just that, just kno in my heart we're more than that, more than anyone could ever understand, w/o sounding too gay and drunk haha. gnight my confused, misguided and maybe altogether mis-understood friend, that I understand....