Such is life

[dphievane17]

life is so strange, right when we think we have convinced ourselves that we want something, we realize that we are just kidding ourselves. for a long time i had convinced my self that i didn't need a boyfriend to be happy. i am just longing to love and be loved. find a guy that balances me out and takes me for who and what i am, attitude and all.

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yay

[dphiemo]

I hope you and Binky have a great time in NY. Be safe!!!!! If you guys need anything, I mean anything at all, let me know. Also, if you neeed someone to talk to call me. :)

Love you, Mo

Re: yay

[dphievane17]

thanks. you're such a sweety. btw i hope you feel better. yits.

[takemyhand1]

hey vane!!!! Believe it or not, i miss you girl! We have to get together again! You are gonna have so much fun in NY. Now you can get the Louie Vuitton you wanted! *YaY* Im sorry about what happened...with your friend leaving. I think i remember what guy you're talking about....but i may be mistaken. Anyways...don't worry, things can only get better! I promise! How are your classes...how are things with your mom? I guess things are a lil better since they are allowing you to go on the trip. Thats really good! Anywhos...I love you girl! I have to go to FIU soon so i'll call u when i get over there....hopefully, within the next week. My parents are going to Punta Cana on Saturday and i'm staying home, so I'll have the whole house, and week to myself! *wOoHoO*
Love you man!!!!!!! -----Amy

He needs to leave....

[slipprywenwet12]

No matter what, this kid needs to go away and it sux b/c love is blind. No matter how many messed up things these guys do to us, we could never be mad at them....why? I dunno. My first (not love, but my first...u know, lol) went away and I think it was the best thing God can do for me b/c I would see him at Moe's and my heart would stop beating & I would remain there motionless, my body didn't let me move. Anyways, he called me on Memorial Weekend to tell me he was in town for the weekend and wanted me to call him back, and I didn't. Man, I should be mad at this kid & instead I picked up his call..I mean good thing I didnt call him back, but still, there's no way I could be mad at him when I have every right to..I dunno why these things happen, but for ur sake, this kid needs to go away and sadly enough, possibly forever b/c it's obvious that this kid was never right for you...anyways, chica, you'll love new york so have fun and be safe if I dont talk to u online while we're at work, lol....
XoXo,
Nati