Lately, I feel like im the only teenager who is thankful for what they have. I'm thankful for having a family who at least seems to care, a house, a boyfriend who means the world to me and who i mean the world to and most of all I'm thankful for life. This may be why i'm getting tired of all teenagers but no one seems to be thankful anymore for ( Read more... )

Fifteen months and everything seems to be working out fine.
I've been losing energy though or basically not getting enough.

I just need summer soon<3

I'm getting so tired of this one certain person and i frankly can't really stand her anymore ( Read more... )

Everythings getting a little better.

I might be able to get 1500 by the end of the summer if i work enough days this summer with this job i can get soon.

I hope so<3 ( Read more... )

The scariest thing happened to me this morning and felt like it could have cost me my life.

Ugh, i just hate whoever did this.

This head thing is bothering me so much.
I think it's even causing me to not pay as much attention to people anymore.

Ugh, i mean i love cory so much and i know that but it feels like my heads just like. you dont like him anymore.

and its like a permanent headache.

UGHH i need help.
maybe if i find out whats wrong it might go away.

i dont

I still dont know what this wierd feeling is and some people said i just might have a feeling of numbness ( Read more... )

In a way im looking forward to working this summer to get alot of money to have.

I'm helping pay for some of corys car stuff in hopes that this will be the start of him working.

I'm realizing now how much money you need to have in order to live.

It's getting sorta stressful.

I want school to end.

I'm back from illinois, i might be working this summer to raise money for all this crap. & soon im going to write down a huge list of goals and what i want to do with my life and if anyone is keeping me from doing that or bringing me down they wont be a part of it.

I had a great time and i miss cory and alyssa so much.

<3

I know how i feel but i hate what my brain is doing.

I cant explain and i wont but i just hate this wierd feeling where my heart and head clash.

It's confusing.

Ugh but im so excited to leave for illinois friday.
<3

mmmm. i neeeed it.