Okay... so here is my day:
I woke up so, so tired like always and went off to take a shower. (Btw, I woke up wrapped up in Beatles-tank fluffiness!! John is so hot!!)When I came out I had to rush like always and - omg my mom just came up and was like "What is that? Where do you put it up? Who sees it?" My God will I be like that when I'm a mother? Probably (And hopefully, not).
Anyways, I got a message from "Lili" saying she read my song. I say "Lili" because when I got to school I found out I had been talking to Ines!! OMG!!!! That is creepy! I had her number saved beecause I got a message from her on the bus to the Boardwalk, but I had thought it was Lili. Goodness, I am stupid.
Jessica wasn't there when I got to school so I was sad and freaked out because it's always so sad without her. Lili wasn't there either but she's usually always late though I was still sorta scared because if she wasn't there I was in for a crappy day.
I had P.E. in the morning (ew). Me (Yes, I know that's improper grammar) and Amarelis(sp?) hung around for awhile. I messaged Jessica asking where she was and if she had gotten sicker but she didn't reply. Then Brianna and Domonique came and I fangirled and digressed with Brianna over John Lennon, The Beatles, and various other topics.
We (meaning everyone but me) played a stupid game called rocks. I don't get why it was called that if it was basically capture the flag but whatev. I basically stood there the whole time talking to Theresa. :) Afterwards I met up w/Brianna again and we walked up to Sean and were like, "You have the same name as John Lennon's second kid." and he was like, "Really?! That is so cool". Omg Sean. :D
I thought I left my phone in my P.E. locker and since I had already lost a phone to the evil hands of changing rooms (bathrooms, really) I made Brianna come back to look for it w/me. This just shows how stupid and absent-minded I am, though, 'cause it was in my backpack. XP So stupid...
Brianna left and I met up w/Lili and my (smart) friends (that's what me and Ines call them). I told Lili what happened w/Ines and she was like "Omg!! You're so weird!" and we laughed. Afterwards I had math and the math final. :P I didn't study (I never do) and I rushed through but I aimed for the "A+" so I probably won't fall too bad. Mrs. Mouton had to write me a note to get to band 'cause I finished a little late, though. On the way to band I saw SEXY because I am not calling him John like Ines. To me and Jocelyn his codename is Sexy. :) I felt so self-concious but why right? He doen't notice me.
I got to Band a few minutes late but I didn't miss anything. News flash: Mr.Brown SHAVED. Whoopdedoo. :I Nuthin much happeneed except I COULDN"T FREAKIN' PLAY!!!! Oh well, I have my days.
Lunch was fun, though weird... Lili and Amarelis sang Alisha Keys and the rest of us sang Spongebob (C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G SONG!!!!!)
. It was amusing though Sexy came in once and I was like "He must think I am so weird." but again does it matter? I saw Ashley and Kamara all lovey-dovey and I talked to them for a bit. It wasn't so much of a suprise to find that they were dating but it was weird 'cause I never expected them to get together and it's weird after seeing her w/Sean.
Btw, I have really, really big news for real this time: Esmira and WHB are dating. OMG shocker!!! It suprises me just because WHB never seemed to like her much and he didn't tell me and that hurts the most but hey, if he's happy I'm happy. Like Ashley says he's like a big brother (but only by a month!!). Though I admit he'll always mean just a little more to me. Still, though, I can't change anything and as long as he's happy... I'm not crying my eyes out or anything. :) I'll find a guy one day.
Social Studies bit ass. It always does especially at the end of the day when I'm the most tired. I like History but it's so hard to stay focused 'cause we were supposed to be working on our end-of-the-year project and I just can't focus when Lili is next to me, Goldilocks (though not so much anymore) is in front of me and it's the end of the day and I'm the ever-procrastinating me. So I basically just talked the whole time. Lili kept talking about the talent show and Goldy offered to play the piano for her song and she was like "Are you serious???" like a million times 'cause she was so shocked. I mean she likes him (and admittedly, I do too) and this way she'll get closer to him and she didn't even ask!!! Lucky bitch. XD XP Nah, she saw him first so he's all hers. Plus, it seems like they have more of a connection and things in common. I am just so so so shy and everything I say sounds stupid. And I feel so STUPID when I'm around him because he care's so much about music and he's so into it and I like it too but I can't tell the difference between a D and an E flat!! I just don't have the ear for it or the talent and he does so it's scary.
For example:
"I went to go see Styx in concert."
"Awesome, did they play "Renegade" ?"
"Yeah."
"I always thought Styx and Kansas sort of sounded the same since they were from around the same time."
"Hell, no!"
"Well, from the few songs I've heard they do sound like it to me..."
"What songs have you heard from them?"
""Dust in the Wind" and "Carry On Wayward Son"."
"Of course."
It may sound like he's snotty or something but he ISN"T and I am so so self-concious and so shy that I just want to scream. O_o Why must guys be so irresistable? 'Cause it's a cruel, cruel world. :(
After school Lili stayed for the talent show tryouts. I said bye but when I walked out I saw her mom and she called me over and asked me where Lili was. I told her and she was like "Omg, I forgot.". I went back in forth a little for her to tell Lili that she would pick her up later and stuff. Luckily my mom wasn't there or else whe would be like "Who was that lady??".
I came back home and I've been pretty bored since. My room's clean, though, so that's nice. My mom vacuumed for me but she MISSED A SPOT 'cause she never vacuums thoroughly like I do 'cause she's all about speed but whatev right?
So yeah I've been here since then and you will not believe just HOW LONG it took me to write this since I type so slowly and have to put in every detail from my crappy memory. Whatever, I'm done, aren't I? Sorta...
I should be working ON MY HOMEWORK since I have a "D" and an"F" and I have like 5 days to bring my grades up. My God, how was I ever a 4.0 student???