My only thought right now is, why does it hurt so bad?

Its so torn apart it feels impossible to put back together

And Im becoming who I use to be,
I do not like it
I would rather be someone else
Someone without my addictions and habbits

Everytime I think theyre gone, they creep back up on me

<3

This is for u amber...

http://pics.livejournal.com/dr0wning1nt3ars/pic/00003h60/g3

I thought you would want a copy
Im scanning in family pics before they're lost or ruined
<3

Have you ever had one of those moments when you're sitting all alone? When the television is off as well as the radio and computer and you find yourself just sitting... thats all just sitting. Not doing anything and not wanting to do anything, just simply sitting ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a while... I wonder why ( Read more... )

I went and got myself a new livejournal account, the old one just wasnt cutting it.
This one is paid for in full for 1 year... and Im happy.
Now I can mess around with it and see whats new and discover all the new fun stuff (0=
Please add me as a friend if I was your friend on my old name and then I will add you
<333 ( Read more... )