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[dr0wningsilence]

its werid how life works out. if you would have went up to me 2 years ago. i would have never said my life would have turned out this way. not that im not happy with it. i just feel its kinda pointless. i love everyone in my life and i wouldn't change it forthe world. and i try to be happy. all the time. its just hard. i know that right now its the

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[takar]

Its impossable to be happy all the time, there are bound to be times every now and then when you just dont feel able to smile. and thats fine. I understand you not really having a direction in life, and I understand your feelings of inadequicy because everyone else seems to know what they want to do. I took 2, almost 3, years off after highschool to try to figure out what I want to be. Most people that seem to know what they want in life usually just follow what they think they should want or what they've been told they should want. But if you are anything like me you don't know if you like something or not till you've tried it first hand. And that's why I've dropped out of 2 schools since graduating highschool and also why I haven't gone away to a real college. You'll figure yourself out eventually, maybe what you need is some time off from school? Like taking the fall semester off. But really when your purpose comes to you, it comes. And often it is hard to go out and find it. But you will amount to something, whatever

[abbie_not_a_y]

i know that we dont really know eachother personally but dont dwell on the things that are bad bcuz there is more to come just live everyday for YOU and NO-ONE else.....getting into a relationship wont help you feel better... it just makes the older person as miserable as your feeling.....trust it was done to me, but just live for JASON and FUCK everything else.....lataz Abbie

[crazyforhim215]

i dont know anyone that enjoys school,
and if people did, the world would be a crazy place.
don't worry, because things can get pretty confusing,
but eventually, you'll look back, and be like,
"wow i cant bevlieve how fucked up things were,
and how good they ended up working out."
a lot of people are depressed,
and just try to be as positive as possible,
because if you stay in that depressive state of mind,
then you'll never get better.
commiting to something can take time,
espcially if you've had bad past expirences,
that make you unsure or unstable about commiting to something.
and there are VERY few people that like to be alone.
i'm not trying to be a bitch or anything,
if thats what this sounds like,
but im just letting you know that i understand,
and things will get better, so just keep smiling darling.
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