Hey guys 2 day was ok...i woke up at 12 30 and then got on the comp and then i took a shower and then i got on the fone and then i got off the fone and got ready and it was 4 45 by then and then i went 2 training and then i came home...it was cool i got 2 c all of my wonderful varsity football friends...i missed them!! I love being eith them...but ( Read more... )

Hey guys well 2day was a lot better than yesterday but it still wasnt the best !! I read my most recent entries...and i realize that i sound like an emotional wreck ...and its like im not sure how im supposed 2 sort everything out...because i dont want 2 b 1 of those people that walks around and is always sad and upset but i cant just sit there and ( Read more... )

So now i am updating yet again 4 the 5th time in 1 day...it is 5:07 in the morning and i cant sleep...everything is eating away at me and i dont no how long i can sit here and watch everything fall apart!! I cant sleep...im havnt been hungry all day...i had a hotdog all day and like some kit kat bites...i have been trying 2 go 2 sleep but all i ( Read more... )

hey guys its me again...today was pretty good i woke up and got ready and then gage came over and we hung out for i little while and then chantique came over and we all hung out and then i looked at the clock on gages fone and realized that he had 2 leave in 8 minutes and that is where it all started becasue i started crying and then tique started ( Read more... )

So today was a much much much better day than yesterday!! I was home basically alone all day until like 7 because like as soon as i woke up my mom left 2 go 2 work and then when she got home she went 2 the gym with my dad who had also just got home and then when they got home from the gym it was like 7 25 and we left 2 go pick nat up and he came ( Read more... )

Hey guys today was pretty good but 2nite wasnt that great!! Today danay came 2 c me and then later tique and gage came over and then brian came over and then we all hung out and then they left around 9 or 9 30 and then i got on the comp at like 10 and played games on ebaums world 4 a while and then i started 2 talking 2 nick and that was kinda bad ( Read more... )

Ok well today was pretty good but... ieven tho its already 9 30 i have a feeling that its going 2 get a lot worse because A gage is leaving in almost 5 days and 2 1/2 hours and i really dont want 2 lose him...plus i have 2 go into the room me and nikki were sharing 2 nite and pack up all of the clothes that she didnt bring 2 kentucky...i dont want ( Read more... )

Today was ok i guess...So i went all the way to EBF like all the way over like farther away then winder...sweet...but i did get 2 c my new baby cousin clayton...he is sosososososos cute!! Then it was like raining like a mofo and it was so bad because i was in the car with my grandpa and he isnt the best driver and it was so bad...i was like about 2 ( Read more... )

Hey guys 2day was awsome!! I went 2 greenville this morning and then like as soon as i got home tique and gage came over and we hung out all day and then when we dropped them off i called abi and she came down from her appartment and gave me the biggest hug in the world...i was so glad 2 c her!! Then woody and ms michelle walked up and i gave them ( Read more... )

Ok so today was ok...i woke up at 8:40 but i was sposed 2 wake up at 8:15 so that was kinda bad...plus i was so so so tired!! Then i went 2 work and i got2 c my danny!! and then i got a text message saying that megan was still in mississippi and that she wasnt coming home 2day!! GREAT!! I miss her so much and she needs 2 get her butt back 2 ga b4 i ( Read more... )